boring

man this stucks

first game ever - well of the season- on thrusday

i really want to start and i really kind of want to be caption

either way i don't think i will anyways i am upset about this whole flex thing cause i think they'll meaning all the flex girls will be on the JV team for the game, there goes 6 spots and already one spot since goalie

anyways i really do love anna banana!! we haven't been able to hang and talk just me and her but i really like when we can. i can tell her pretty much anything, i know she won't tell others and she is totally behind me in everything!!

anyways getting back to something else

i just want to hang with her soon!!

i want to read but i have been writing a lot lately too

why can't my life be a bit more exciting : (

pathic, sad

well.

i am the most pathic person.

really i can't even explain how stupid i feel

and i really mean that i really do feel stupid and pathic and and and lots of other things

that is my depth of this

i really need to talk to one of my friends

1st practice

so first day of soccer pratice, lucky me!

well actually i wouldn't miind so much but for some reason i had a dry thoart today

so at practice well some people wanted to run and slide through the mud well my coach made all of us do it, so i am really really muddy and i need to take a shower

but worse off i have so much homework, i have to study for World cultures and also spanish and it is already 8 omg i really hate to cut this short but i really got to go!! NOW!

man oh man

ok so i made JV big suprise there (sacarcitlly said) anyways

anna my bestest friend of all time, let me read this book called Kisses Vampires really good book but really Twilight and Maximum Ride are my fav. books!!

anyways i can't wait to get the second one ekkkk!! yeah im werid live with it anyways new qoute!

"Even n our darkness moments we lie low hoping that we could stop the world and cry, but unfortunatly the world, time, people move on may mean something, something wonderful and exciting." - Rebecca Misura

well my life is getting very busy with soccer starting and all but we start at 3 and end at 5 so that gives me about an hour to do all my homework that is when i have w.c. and that doesn't happent that much. so maybe a half an hour or so... so guessing 6:30ish and get on write my blog and then READ READ READ READ plus take a shower

geez oh peets!!!

oh yeah nig. one of the soccer coachs was very very classy tonight lol only jamie and kim would understand fully and completly!!

Geez ppl

ok so when life couldn't get better (being sacartic) aka i can't spell

anyways back to what i was saying so i at soccer, i feel like that i didn't make the team cause im good but because they need players and i am worried about starting!!!

aka i really hate the letter "i" and "k" cause well i can't type them im copying and pasting quite annyoing.

anyways i'm so worried about starting for soccer when i had my old coach Evan, i knew that i was safe but he was moved up to Va. which is good for him really it is, now i got a different coach and well i am worried.

i really just want to change somehow become better, better a better player, a better person, a well lets put this in words you may understand fullly and compeletly, i am not confinent in myself, i bring myself down, a little to much

well anyways i want, wow this sounds so bad, i want a better body

well the best way to put this is that i am not what i really would like to be.

"my dreams and my hopes are so far behind reach sometimes i can't even imagine reaching them but i won't give up, cause i know that someone will out there could do it so could i" - by me (rebecca misura)

see i do that i write random qoutes

hey ppl

this is my first blog ever, well not really, on this it is. so i will not bore ppl who want to read this. my name is becca and im 15 turning 16 very soon. my life is about books, writing, movies, music, and soccer. i just described ever teenage girl's life, right? well i just really want to write my life sometimes. i just need to talk about things or let things out

first off, tonight i am very very upset, cause well like i said i love love soccer. and soccer try-outs are right now. well i just missed today and they are chosing on wed. of this week talk about making me upset!!!

well then i was surfing the web - cough cough myspace cough cough- then i checked out a bunch of books im really into

i find out that they are making movies out of them how cool is that, well actually they are thinking about it

anyways i am going to end my first maybe last blog, cause i am really nervous about this whole thing.

ps. i am in band and we had band fev. and we got a 2 i was really upset, GRRRR, anyways good bye