poem while watching

who should care about those who don't matter?
why should we care they are no one, right?
Standing there thinking they mean something
Why I'm sure it makes all of us laugh
There lonely, needy eyes always asking for more
How foolish they are to think we care
They sit there complaining and moaning it is all,
oh let me have some money
Like I a proper and respectable person like I am
carry around pocket change
It is almost laughable really it is
How funny these people are
These words spoken by a true Homless person

if you don't understand ask me about it, really it does take some thought, in someways it is a satire poem other ways no it isn't but if you don't understand ask me about it i will tell you what i was getting at.

i thought of this

poem on the spot. enjoy, while you can. (you'll understand if you read the poem)

how could we let this happen?
something so horrible but so wonderful
you know you want it but there is a risk to pay
you have to know when you are going to pay it up
to see how long exactly you have
to know how much fun you can have in a certain amount of time
so you know when you can stop believing in hope
you want to know so when the time comes you're ready
so you are ready to take the deep dive into the unknown
everyone wants it and everyone gets it
the thing is how far you are willing to go to get it
would you kill your best friend or even worse yourself
would you give up everything for a few years of fun
so you have to ask yourself,
what is it that you would give everything up for just a little bit of fun?

- ok on a different note. today i made soup, it was very good soup that i loved and my tongue is burnt. i just wanted to let everyone know that my tongue is burnt a little. alrighty then

hp?

to the left we have 30 seconds to mars
center above plain white t's
right (and total hotties) we have panic @ the disco

these are a few of my fav. bands! i thought i should share with the world they are amazing!



so i thought i would tell you all about my amazing harry potterness night, so i haven't read the books seen the movies love them, and i went with some of my close friends that i love! so my friend kim was driving and me and j-me are like where the heck are we, turns out we were going the wrong way, so we had to go back the right way. we get to the bookstore crazy packed and they only had enough for the per-orders. so we are all like okay w/e we can wait.
Plus we got a free glow stick!!
anyways the bookstore is right next to a mall so we walk over to it and the sercuity guys passes us in his car like two times already and we by then are turning back around because the mall is closed. the sercuity guy drove past us for the third time this time though he stopped. he asked us what we were doing and stuff so we told him and he left us alone.

we all decided that we were just going to wal-mart, so we get there and catch up with some other friends. and there we got free braclets saying all the houses names on it. and i got a free poster it was cool. anyways that is my little story that was long

srappy little devil

so i was looking in my notebook thing that i got for school last year and i never used it so i wrote lots of different things in it. i am using it for driver's ed and i came across this poem so i thought i would share it with y'all, words of my teacher for driver's ed class. funny thing is he taught my friend and we talked about him for a minute or two it was fun anyways here it is:

you stand there being wonderful
i can't take my eyes off of you
though we'll never be more than friends
i still can dream, right?
your girl walks back to you, you hold her tight
my hearts races wishing i was her
this was not fair, i am better for you
we are always together and never apart
my heart breaks, this poor girl's heart
we should be together, shouldn't we?
i mean we were meant to be
you and i are so much alike
though you and i will always be apart
maybe, oh maybe we'll be something more one day
but for now all i can do is wish and hope
that one day you and i will be one

okay first off i smell like a stunk, the animal, my dog got sprayed and yes it is the one that follows me around all day long! and other news check this out: http://cutepuppies.ytmnd.com/

to be or

i like cheese, i thought that everyone should know that.......


i have nothing really to say right now, but the fact i just got out of evil Driver's Ed that HAS to start at 8 in the morning, making me get up at 6 30, and the teacher was late today. : )

so since i haven't been on for a while, i thought i would point out i was thinking about reading Harry Potter for the first time, maybe...everyone at my house is like "you're the queen of reading and never read harry potter?!" (aka i am the queen of reading in this household and to all my friends) but at the moment i am reading Nightrise, so yay!

today is tuesday, i think i may go insane these days are going by so slow!! well anywho, this is my recap of my morning thoughts bye

how does everything work?

so anyways i was at the horse show, for like 4 days. it was fun and all, very hot. it was just i felt like my friend that i love very much, it was like she didn't know i was there, i don't know she has her 4-H friends too but i am her friend it doesn't mean let's totally forget about becca or something. i don't know it just made me feel a little sad. : (

i got two A ratings and 2 B ratings, Charlie was being a little poo the last day so that didn't go so well. oh did i mention i was the ONLY yes i did say ONLY person in my class, so everyone in the crowd was watching me, the judge was watching me so if i messed up she would know. scary right! anywho, it wasn't a bad week it was just i was so very tired. first night stormed, aka i was in a tent, next night bugs invaded our tent, i thought i killed the same one over and over and over again. it was sad. then the last night was fine. but when i got home and slept there i slept in until 2 cause the lack of sleep! anways....

lets see i had a birthday party i had to go to. which was kind of horrible, but i got to see harry potter two times in a row. i went with my family one night then the next night i went when friends. talk about fun it was a great movie. maybe i will read the books i haven't decided yet. anyways i am reading the third book to the Gatekeepers so yeahhh. anywho that is my fun little story since i haven't been on. oh yeah i have been looking like no other for a black saddle so that is why i haven't gotten to this yet. well bye until later

this is dark

Love is dark
Love is pain
All we know of love
Is all the good it does

A heart is fne the heart feels
the loves more than anyone could say
when that heart s broen
nothng can heal the pain away

love hurts more than anyone can say
love is dark
love eats at you
All yoou want is for it to go away
this pain is badd, dragging for years
not just for days
how can you ever explain the pain
if you have never felt that way

there is never just good
for this is true
it is hard to say
but love is never always true
so i say again love is dark

this poem is written for my older sister, i know people probably are going to be mad about learning all this but i has to be said. my mom is crying everyone here is, trust me this is all very true but it may not happen to you just don't give up on love, just be safe. love is like fire, so beatiful you want to feel it but it can burn you, just like love if you aren't careful you will be burned, sometimes that burn will take years no joke to heal

i just want to say that if you are reading this and this is or might happen to you some time, think about who you are hurting besides yourself, everyone around is just trying to help they want to protect you, think to yourself why would someone that has been there for you, all your life want to hurt you?

'Love is a powerful thing and to be in love with the unlovable is the worst thing of all." - from the book Wormwood

time to party!

ok so i am really really happy cause i got maybe the best game in the world in my opinion, aka Apples to Apples i love it so much!! anyways

this post is pointless besides telling people that there is a Doctor Who marton on Sci-fi channel but yeah i am going to go bye

once, twice, three times

yeah so i don't know about the heading, i hate baseball, i don't understand it, i just watch it if my friends are playing it

so i was gone for a day and an half, and then i am going to be in and out all week meaning today tomorrow and the next day getting stuff i need for a horse show, this horse show last for like four days, mon-thrusday so yeppie! anyway i thought i would tell you

i will get back to you all later bye!

by the way that drawing is NOT done by me, i went to a bon-fire party that start at 2 we went swimming and after all that jazz we played with chalk, it was fun we went into the street and wrote silly things mine was i eat cheese and i drew a picture of the cheese, it was fun! and that picture was drawn by a friend