another story

back from popular demand cough cough ink cough cough, wanted another one of my stories posted so well here goes nothing. this is my love above of all others, besides my new one, story i wrote. it is called Elerson's (yes that is a GIRL'S name, not a boy's) Whisper. it is a fantasy about people that had there world taken over and now Elerson and the other two chosen ones have to save the world.
so here is goes

Prog.

In the world of, Paviaoia, when there were elves, dwarves, and of course men, there were other races more mystical then the others lived. The world was lost in confusion and death. The king, Worrion was of a different race. His race was called the Belsons, and there were few left in the world. Belsons were rare and if any were found they were forced to work for King Worrion if they refused then they were to live in a dungeon of his castle. Belsons were the only race that knew of all there powers. Elves could do magic but Belsons’ powers were outstanding. King Worrion took over there land Paviaoia. Paviaoia was a beautiful, peaceful place but then Worrion took over, all the races that lived in peace then turned them against each other.

They turned against each other when one race was under attack no other race would come and help. When Worrion attacked another race or clan, his dream came true he knew no one would come to help therefore they destroyed themselves.

Those Belsons’ who are free from Worrion hid in fear. They knew even with there powers they couldn’t beat him. Worrion had become very powerful by controlling people he gains in a way there souls. Belsons had known of a myth of three people from different races who would rule over and bring the races back together. The Belsons hope soon faded into darkness, it turned to knowing that there was no hope left. Every Belsons had been captured that Worrion knew of. Even as King Worrion looked over his land with a pan of water, that was one power of Belsons, he had not seen what was to come. He couldn’t see that there were those who wanted to take over and have the rightful King or Queen rule again.

Chapter 1

A little youngster ran around in a forest, finally the youngster stopped. “Le’Bennie! Le’Bennie!” The youngster called out. It was a young girl no older than 10 years old; the girl was a little tall with long flowing brown with a touch of black hair with bright purple eyes. She saw a pure white light coming through the forest. “Le’Bennie! I didn’t think you would come!” said the little girl really excited. “Elerson, I thought your mother told you not to wonder!” The creature called out, but only Elerson could hear her because she used her mind to speak. The creature made its way through the dark forest that was only light by where trees weren’t growing and the bright light from its fur. Its mane was as bright and danced as it moved closer to Elerson. There was a horn that was just above the eyes, it was sliver and shimmered in the light.

Le’Bennie wasn’t a horse but a unicorn. Elerson looked down in shame. “Well, yes but I had to make sure you were okay. And is it true, are you leaving?”

Elerson asked upset. “Elerson these are troubled times my race is fading and we are leaving this land but I am an oath that I would keep you safe and that’s what plan to do. I promise to watch over you, and one day I will take you with me.” Le’Bennie said her voice became quiet.

“Le’Bennie, what do you mean? Mama always said that I was different. I know you know so tell me. Please.” Elerson asked. Elerson was adventuress, curious girl who was always jumping about.

“Elerson, it is getting dark, your mother would want you home. Now go.” She said pushing Elerson along with her big nose. Elerson gave her a quick hug and ran back the way she came from. Le’Bennie walked the other way her bright fur fading into the darkness of the night.

“Elerson Grate Bronana!” Where were you I was worried sick?! I feared the worst, I hear a gun shot.” A mid-aged women stood in front of a little house covered with weeds and ivy all over, said. She looked upset but her face softened, when Elerson looked at her with big eyes. “I can’t stay mad at you for long. Now, come your dinner is getting cold.” Elerson’s mother, Katie, said with her hands on her hips. Elerson smiled at her, “Mama! I talked to a unicorn again!” Elerson said excited. “Sweetie, the unicorns aren’t here anymore they left, oh but what I would do to see the bright shining fur again.” Katie said holding Elerson close to her. “Mama did father come home yet?” Elerson asked with big eyes. “No.” Katie replied quietly, so quiet that Elerson left it alone. Katie deep inside knew Elerson wouldn’t understand about her father. Most people didn’t. Elerson and her mother lived in a forest away from other villagers. Katie thought it would be best not to mention what the villagers thought of her, and Elerson. Katie was a single mother and back then if you were then you weren’t thought well of. Inside the house Elerson’s mother chased Elerson around.

Elerson thought she had the perfect life, a loving mother and good friends, like the animals and a little elf girl in the village. One day after her mother got home from hunting, Elerson began to run outside but her mother stopped her. “Elerson, you need to tell Le’Bennie that she must leave.” Katie said. “What do you mean, mama? I thought you didn’t believe me about Le’Bennie.” Elerson asked. “Elerson, I will tell you later but now I’m giving you an important job. Now go.” Katie said with a smile. Katie pushed Elerson out of the door. Before Elerson ran out into the forest she ran back and gave her mom a hug then a quick kiss. The bond between Katie and Elerson was unbreakable. They were always alone just the two of them. To Elerson her mother meant everything to her same with Katie.

Elerson ran out to the spot where she usually meets Le’Bennie everyday. She called for her, soon Le’Bennie came into view. “Elerson, so good to see you. How is your mother?” Le’Bennie asked. “She is fine. I know that I shouldn’t say anything but she seems really worried and scared.” Elerson said staring into Le’Bennie’s bright deep blue eyes. “She also told me to tell you that you should leave. But I don’t want you to leave!” Elerson said sad hugging Le’Bennie. “Do not worry; I shall not leave you or your mother.” Le’Bennie said lying down. “But Le’Bennie what does she mean and why is she upset?!” Elerson said. “When you are older.” Le’Bennie said quietly. Elerson laid on her leg and Le’Bennie long mane covered Elerson like a blanket. Later after Elerson make from her nap Le’Bennie let Elerson ride on her back until they reached the edge of the woods. Unlike a regular horse unicorns are bigger, so Le’Bennie leaned down so Elerson could get down. “Mama!” Elerson called out running into her house. Elerson gave Katie a huge hug and almost knocked down her mother.

“Elerson, you were gone along time, weren’t you?” Katie said a little upset.

“Yes, but I fell asleep. Mama… is there something you were going to tell me?” Elerson asked with deep eyes. “No.” Katie said quietly avoiding her eyes. “I know you mama, what is it?”

Elerson tried again. “If you won’t give up then I guess I’ll have to tell you.” Katie began her story with a sigh. “Elerson I can’t tell you everything, you’re too young to understand something’s. Elerson you’re not like other people. Thinking that isn’t right though. Don’t worry about it. I was thinking about your father before.” Katie said to scare to say the truth herself.

“Come on, dinner is ready. Why don’t you help me set the table?” Katie said. Elerson just nodded and followed her mother into there little home.

For the next few weeks everything was the same, summer got colder and was turning into fall. The leaves were changing colors and the days became shorter. Katie became scared and more on the edge. Every once and awhile Katie wouldn’t talk, Elerson would try to break the silence. The question Elerson had asked soon faded. Katie kept Elerson’s mind busy with school work. “Elerson!” Katie yelled. Elerson came running out of the forest. “Come in the house I need to tell you something.” Katie said being so worried and tired took a toll on her. Her blue purple eyes grown deep and her hair started getting gray. Elerson was a little wiser now but hadn’t listened all the time. “Yes, mama.” Elerson asked sitting down at the table. “Have I ever told you what your grandmother taught me?” Katie said. Elerson shook her head. “Never turn on you’re friends, if you did then you’ll be alone.” Katie said staring into space then looked at Elerson with a smile. “Come here.” Katie said and Elerson came closer to her mother and sat in her lap as Katie rocked her back and forward. “Elerson, if anything ever happens to me don’t forget who you are and where you came from.” Katie said looking at the table. “What do you mean? Nothing is going to happen to you.” Elerson said.

“Just promise me.” Katie said. “I promise.” Elerson said then it was quiet for along time and Katie kept rocking her little girl. “Mama, you act is if something is going to happen.” Elerson whispered. Katie didn’t answer but stared at the table. Elerson got up form her mother’s lap and started making dinner a new question burning in her mind. “Ellie, try not to worry about me there are others who need you. You will understand when your older just don’t forget what I have taught you.” Katie said quietly at first. Then it was quiet for along time while Katie helped her young daughter to make there dinner. “It is done.” Elerson said breaking the silence. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to hear what her mother had said.

Two weeks after their talk, when Elerson was coming home from the forest she saw her mother standing on the pouch. “Ellie stay there. And now I love you.” Was all Elerson could tell her mother eyes were telling her. Elerson stood hidden in the mass of trees and bushes. She had heard loud footsteps that marched in time. From outside of the forest the path to the village men marched. There were seven men including the one who was in front of them. He stopped in front of Katie. He began to talk but Elerson was to far away and couldn’t hear what the man was saying. Katie stood her ground not willing to give in to the man words. Elerson soon saw the sign of Worrion. What were his soldiers doing here? Elerson thought. Then the man grew inpatient and stopped her from walking away but still she didn’t give in. The man said one last word before taking his dagger and stabbed it right into Katie’s heart then pulled it out as soon as putting it into her. Within seconds Katie fell to the ground eyes wide with shock. Blood slipped out of her and onto the new red ground.

As Elerson saw her mother fall to the ground it took everything to hold herself back to run to her mother but she knew she had to. Elerson couldn’t but help feeling cold and alone. She was overwhelmed with feelings the only thing that was clear to her was the man’s face in which had killed her mother. He turned his head, Elerson saw all she needed. The man’s face was hard and had a scar going all the way down the left side of his face, his eyes were yellow and usual thing was his teeth were all sharp and when he smiled in Elerson direction she had chills. He was tall and he had dark brown hair. He was strongly built and he showed no signs of caring for the women who was bleeding on the ground. As soon as they were out of sight Elerson ran back into the forest she couldn’t stand seeing her mother that way then she quickly ran back to her mother. She lifted her mother up and felt her body getting colder and colder.

“Mama, no, pleases no. Please say your okay. Mama say something.” Elerson said through tears. Elerson just held her mother close to her. “Ellie, don’t forget who you are. I love you…” Were the last words that slipped out of Katie’s mouth? No one would come to comfort the 10 year old child who was so alone. Le’Bennie felt something was wrong and came to Elerson. Elerson still holding her mother crying Le’Bennie’s eyes on her. Elerson stay and cried until there were no tears felt.

Two months after Katie’s death, Elerson finally decided it was time to leave watching her mother’s grave. By then a women from the village with a kind heart came to take her. Elerson made a grave next to the house for her mother. Elerson visited Le’Bennie. “Le’Bennie!” Elerson called out. Her once nice face turned hard and mad. “Elerson, calm yourself.” Le’Bennie said. “Never! They killed her she-” Elerson said irrupted by tears that felt warm on her face. It had become winter and snow had covered every thing. “I want to leave.” Elerson whispered. “There is nothing left here for me.” Elerson continued. “Ellie you must stay. Your new parent will take care of you. Her son will teach you how to fight. You still have much to learn. Trust me. When your older come to me and I shall help you. If you come anytime sooner I won’t be there. I’m going away I have business. Now go Elerson.” Le’Bennie said. “Bennie! When will I know to come to you?” Elerson asked. “I shall call you.” Le’Bennie said. Le’Bennie light faded in the darkness.

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my day : (

ok so today has been pretty, like blah, i pretty much failled my tests that i took today. and i really wanted to go bowling with my friends but i couldn't and tomorrow my ride for the horse show is getting here at 6:00 HERE AT THAT TIME meaning i have to wake up before then (i am so bug eyed right now). any who, i am going to go riding i think so I'm going to finish this in a bit (ohh it smells really bad thanks to my dog!!)

okay well i didn't go riding cause well me sis didn't want to anyway i really just want to i don't know, i just feel so alone in a crowded area, and all i want is to be seen.
well all i can say about today is that i had a cool idea about a birthday present which was i got a white tee that i had my friends, friends sign the shirt while i was having one of her and my friends sign it in the cafeteria she was trying to peek the little poop! so then during band class me and my friend tonya were writing a stupid story together and she sit a little ways away so when i was passing it back to her kim got pissed and took it and throw it at tonya.
i swear that girl is messed up! but she was pissed all day so i just really don't care i can't stand her some times.

*sigh*

lets see, today was like blah, all i wanted to do was come home and have it be the weekend but that just isn't going to happen, and i still have no idea what i am going to do i'm thinking it is to late to do the horse show cause well it is on Saturday i still need to get clothes for it and we don't have a ride there, like a horse trailer, i think that we should just wait. then that way we don't have to rush. anyways i wrote two blogs so read both for whoever reads these, : ( i got a test i don't want to do. so anyways i am going to go for now.

So simple, love
Eating away at your heart

You know there is something better
You know that whatever he does he loves you
You make yourself hold it in
Repeating to yourself, I know he loves me

He comes home drunk
It is horribly obvious in his breath
The way he walks
His bloodshot eyes hungry for revenge
He yells, “It’s your fault”

He beats you
I know he loves me
I know he loves me
He doesn’t want to hurt me
He doesn’t want to hurt me
It’s the beer
It’s the beer
“It’s your fault!” Screaming as a hand comes down
Punching doesn’t hurt as long as you tell yourself he loves you

You call into work saying you’re sick
You just can’t show your face
Another black eye
He comes home during the day
“Where the hell is the money?”
Drinking again

You have lost all friends
Your boyfriend has blocked you from speaking with your family
You need to face the truth
You’re alone
He doesn’t love you
He needs something to beat ‘cause he is hurt

No longer does he live, love, feel
He isn’t drunk anymore
He is still beating you
How much longer can you lie to yourself?
It’s time to decide, leave or die?
Because in the end he come back drunk and sick
He beat you so hard, and he accidentally kills you

i don't know i was really into face down which i may add is an amazing song and i really love it so i wrote this little poem thing so what do you all think?

twinkies in a new light

okay so my last one was all about my story this one is about things i really don't know about what but it is about something so i am just like super tried and i went riding today it was really fun and i am going to talk to my coach about open soccer! so anyways me and my friend had an amazing talk this morning about buses sleeping and twinkies yeah that is right, here is how it went

"So i saw you get on the bus this morning i think it would be so funny if someone was like half a sleep and looked up and was like there is a gaint blob!" i said.

"No they look up and see a gaint twinkie, and just start trying to eat it." R. said. (here is where we laugh feel free to laugh).

"Yeah and inside is the filling." i said, "it would have to be chocoatle filling." (laugh somemore) then i went walking with another friend when i dropped her off with her group of people she talks to in the morning. i came back after thinking about it for a bit. i whispered to her, "Yeah and the people are chuckie parts that shouldn't be there." (you can laugh again, she cracked up like no other).

i thought it was funny so anyways i still thing it was funny.

okay so my mom was out with the horses and i had to watch the steak but when she came in she was like, whoa becca it's burnt!!! not really mom, and (you know what i am tried) but since she was so upset about it i just said that i'd eat all the burnt pieces. grrrrr!

my story finally

ok so i thought maybe it was finally time to show you all my story first chapter and maybe a bit more from later on. then i'll check you all about the second one. ok so there has been confusion (cough cough ink cough, lol just kidding) ALex is a werewolf!! Jess is a human!

Full Moon (might change to Moon in the Lake what is better?)

Chapter 1 – Moving to Home

My name is Jessica May (changing her name). I liked to be called Jess, or Jesse. Not Jessica. My dad is Kevin May. Though I love him dearly, I also hate him. A couple of years ago – 11 to be exact- my mom died. He had never been the same; I think that maybe he died with her. I was somewhat young- 5 years’ old- and she was a huge part of my life, I mean come on she was my mom. But I couldn’t remember her as nearly as well as my dad could.
Anyways after she’d passed away my dad moved us. Ever since then we have been moving at least two times a year or more. I loved my first home I didn’t want to leave my best friend, her name is Mandy – well actually Amanda but I liked Mandy it fits her better. I’ve been in contact with her ever since I first moved. It was hard but it was totally worth it. It was so hard since my dad didn’t move town to town but state to state. Everything new place I don’t even try to make new friends I know we’ll be moving away soon enough. That’s how it worked.
Finally my dad thought it would be wonderful if we moved back to his hometown. I’d long given up fighting with him. But this time was different.
“We’ll be staying there. I can’t keep doing this to you.” He said. I rolled my eyes while his back was turned to me. Well you have be doing through all theses years why stop why? I added in my head.
“Well, dad do you want to go back there? What about home?” I used home as my first home with Mandy. He took awhile to answer.
“You know the answer to that.”
Yeah no.
“Well where is it? You never told me before.” I said trying to sound interested, I wasn’t.
“Seabrook, Oregon.” He said louder. What?! That sounds so, so, AH! I don’t even know.
“Sounds good, dad.” I said keeping my feelings inside.
“Great hun. Go start getting your things in the truck, okay?” My dad said.
I quietly sighed, he knew I wasn’t going to do that, but call Mandy and give her the latest news. I miss my Hometown, Michigan (changing the name of the town). When I called she wasn’t home of course not they were leaving to go to France. Her mom was an upcoming fashion designer with big promise. They went to a lot of places like that. Mandy’s father though stayed where he was, he hated to leave the familiar ness of his home. I couldn’t blame him. No one can really understand the feeling of never getting over homesickness; it’s only been 11 years. Nothing felt like my home. Every time we moved somewhere I got knots, I am unreasonably worried and scared. I don’t understand why I’ve done this a million times but I never got over it.
Well did as my dad asked. Have never asked where we were going, like that exact spot, until the day we leave, it was sort of my way of a tradition along with that I hoped up until that day we were going back home. Stupid I know, but I didn’t care. After a couple of confusing hours – even if we moved a lot we still don’t have the whole truck stuff down – we were ready to roll. Time to say good-bye to sunny, boring Idaho. I drove with my uncle and my dog, Buddy in the Dodge my dad bought a couple years back. Not a big change, but this time since I could drive my uncle made me drive but he was scared to sleep for many reasons. I’m not a bad driver but not the best either along with I had no idea where we were heading. Along with the fact after 2 hours we switched back and I had finished telling him about the city we were leaving behind. Time for music. I put in my favorite band at that which was somewhat screaming but not always maybe three songs and that was it.
For some reason he started singing it after the third round and I was falling asleep. I was out on the third song. I dreamed about this boy, well he looked my age. He was beautiful, tall, tan colored skin, his eyes what had caught my attention then I woke up as he was about to smile at me. It was our fourth stop when I got out I talked to my aunt. They actually lived a few towns over from us. Then I went and talked to my dad.
“So, are we there yet?” I always asked on our fourth sometimes 5th stop.
“Soon baby, very soon.” His voice was distant which was normal. I knew that is all I would get out of him, for not at least.
“Aunt Betty, are we close?” I asked as she took me in a huge hug. She was the closest thing to a mother I had. She is my dad’s sister but from what I can remember of my mother she looked almost like her. They were best of friends, that actually how my dad met my mom. Match made in heaven if I ever seen one is what my grandpa would say.
“Very soon, two more hours, I promise.” Promises didn’t mean much to me. My other promised me once. Then breaking my train of thought Buddy jumped on me knocking me to the ground. He was somewhat big and almost all black besides his gray/ black mixed belly. He is the sweetest thing on four-legs. We’ve been together for along time. I laughed, helplessly. My father didn’t see it so he stood staring into space. He always did this, always.
“Dad?! Uncle Jay is gonna ride with you!” I yelled trying to get him to notice me. He barely heard me. My smile faded. We all piled back into the cars not wanting to ever talk so I turned to my book. The great escape from this world. Not only did I read, I read way too much – at least that is what some people say - I also write. It helps to write stories of a happy family. My secret dreams and wishes. The last 2 hours were uncomfortable for me. When we got close I tensed up looking around. Forest, rain, and emptiness are the only way to describe this place.
My house was somewhat old, it was like a farmhouse, my house had a porch outside of my house, and there was a swinging chair. The front of the house the law wasn’t that big but normal side. The house just looked like it was really nice and comfortable. We unpacked, ate, said good-byes, and I went to my new room. The house was a 2-story house, the up-stairs including the one and only bathroom, my dad’s room, the living like room and a guest room. Downstairs my room, kind of big I may add with two windows, the kitchen, and another living room area. I sighed, another town, another school, another home that I hate.
My dad put me in school but since tomorrow was Friday and we had a lot of unpacking to do I got the day off. Yuppie! No really I hate the first day at a new schools, no one talks to you and stare. They judge you and just really don’t care about anything but appearance. I heard that Oregon didn’t get much snow but tons of rain. So when I woke up late and saw my dad was gone, I was shocked.
It started to snow, I was really amazed. It’s not like I haven’t seen snow before but where I lived not it was truly amazing. I loved the snow and I wished it would never stop. Seeing the snow it reminded me of my mom. She had skin like snow and when she walked it looked like she was dancing. Her eyes were beautiful they could warm the coldest person. I got most of my dad’s features. He was tall, like my mom, he had brown hair that was wavy and looked great anyway he put it. He had a strong built. I was tall, like both of them; my hair was brown with black from my mom. Yet my eyes were hers. I always believed this is why my dad couldn’t look my in the eyes. Maybe.
I liked to stare out at the snow for hours on end when I was young. Not once did I ever jump around, throwing my hands up in there as to catch a snowflake and show my parents. No, not me. I just watched as it danced outside my window, as if the snow itself was having more fun than me. Which it probably was. But as I watched the snow I became restless. All those years of just watching and waiting to jump in the snow. All those years of waiting to jump out in the snow and dance was wasted. I couldn’t stand it anymore. I hopped up and ran for the door. The snow covered me as I twisted and turned and dance having the time of my life.
It began to slow down and so did my heart I ran back into the house getting warm. I was glad no one was around to see me but my puppy and the horses that came with the house. My dad loved horses, as did I. thank god they preferred to watch the ground. My dad was somewhere but I had no idea where. Sometimes I think that he doesn’t like me, well not that way in hating me but hates looking into my eyes. I have been told – I don’t believe anyone that they are- that they are light blue that looked almost transparent and white. Through all that they were kind and I’d guess welcoming. It didn’t matter who you were they stayed that same if I hated you or if I loved you. Sometimes people were scared, I didn’t understand why. My eyes I guessed were my best features.
No girl is perfect, right? I always thought of myself as a girl you’re only friends with. Nothing more. My hair was shoulder length or a little longer than that. It was annoying frizzy hair that I had to comb a lot. I wasn’t a 0 or a 4 but a 7. Not as skinny as others but not bad at all. I was somewhat athletic but people couldn’t tell unless I showed my legs. I didn’t enjoy boring things like tack, but I loved soccer. I have long given up the dream of playing. Every time soccer season started up and we would leave. My clothing wasn’t so much prep, it was more punk. My clothing always made me an outcast usually at schools there is only a group of people like me and they didn’t come up to and say hi what’s up. I don’t believe this “New” – aka stupid – school even had a team (probably not enough girls). I didn’t enjoy this new town. Way to small, I hate big cities but I don’t like when the biggest new is ‘Johnson’s son is coming back’ – Johnson was my grandpa’s name, he died a long time ago.
I liked owns not to big or not to small. Yet I have lived in all types. Then I focused on what I was doing. Unpacking wasn’t a huge deal I did it all the time, all the same it took me along time and annoyed me. I heard a knock, and I wondered to the front door.
“Please Jess, take your time.” My dad said. He sounded much like he did before my mom died. I guess if my dad sounded happy I could give this place a chance. Then I saw a women follow him in. I stared at her even with my kind eyes I tried to look mad. She stood in the doorway watching me. It became very weird.
“Jess, this is an old friend. I ran into her at the supermarket. Elliot this is my daughter Jess.” He said. Elliot reached her hand out I grabbed it and I stared at her, all I wanted was for her to see that I was not happy seeing her there.
“I haven’t been to this house for along time. Oh sorry jess, couldn’t believe it when I heard your father was coming back. And that he had a daughter I was shocked.” Elliot said with a smile.
“Oh, I’m sorry my dad never talked about this town or his old friends.” I answered trying to hide my smile. In my head I was cheering loudly. She didn’t say anything.
“Well then how about breakfast?” My dad cut in. Darn it! I wanted to mess with her more and I wanted her out of my house. We all headed for the kitchen. I grabbed the milk and cereal a bowl and a spoon. I was wearing pajamas and felt a little weird but I was comfy. I sat down on one leg boosting me up. Last night before my Aunt and uncle plus me and my dad set up all the big things. Now only clothes and other things like that. We still haven’t found the best way to unpack. I was hoping my Aunt and uncle would show up they never did though. I was stuck talking to this women. I secretly wished that I went to school. Then my thoughts were irrupted.
“So Jess you can drive? If so your must be 16 right? I know where you could get a cheap car.” She said never allowing me to answer. My dad then answered me before I could.
“Well she has to have a parent or adult but I will allow her to drive to school by herself. Yes my little baby is now 16. Oh, so where is this car?” He asked, while I stared at him. He sounded happy like when mom was alive. I stared at this Elliot lady down; she didn’t look pretty to me. She was a bit taller than me she had blond hair with dark brown eyes. An average body but she wasn’t near as beautiful as my mom was, or as nice.
“Yes, I can take you to see it.” Elliot said smiling back at me. I tried my best to smile at her, but I couldn’t.
“Then it’s settled we’ll go see it. Jess go get ready.” My dad said never looking at me but Elliot. I walked to my room without another word. I hated this place already and I hated Elliot. I got dressed fast so my dad wouldn’t be alone with that evil lady. When I got out there my dad was laughing and laughing hard. It made me very mad. Maybe I shouldn’t of be so upset. I know if he was happy then I should be happy too. But what about my mom? Then they saw me.
“I guess we should be going.” My dad said standing up. Elliot followed suit and walked outside. Thankfully it wasn’t raining or snowing but gray mist every where. I didn’t like it, it made me feel sad and down. We got into the car and Elliot directed my dad to the house. It took less than 15 minutes to get to the house. I saw an old Blazer it couldn’t have been more perfect. My dad saw how excited I looked and asked the question I was wondering but not really wanting to ask.
“How much?”
“It pretty cheap. It’s kind of old.” Elliot said.
“We’ll take it.” My dad said. Elliot looked pleased she’d helped us and we walked up to the front door. My dad brought it from a man a bit older than himself. I think he knew my dad from back when he lived here.
“You know Kevin, I got a son myself. I’m sure your daughter will see him at school.” They talked as I watched the car. Sure it was old but perfect for a first car. My dad said good-bye and gave me the keys while Elliot headed for the car. My dad called out to her, she nodded and walked towards me.
Oh-god, what did she want now?
“You’re dad wanted me to drive with you.” Elliot said with a smile. Ah!
“Okay.” I said trying to sound excited, I did better this time. We climbed into the Blazer. I started it up and it started with a loud engine and quieted down. The radio only caught three stations which weren’t that bad. Lucky I had a CD player that never left my side. I didn’t mind the radio as much as I minded the heater, it didn’t work. It became very uncomfortable with Elliot there. Minutes felt like forever. She tried to talk to me.
“So excited about your first day of school?” She asked.
“Hmm.” No and I don’t want to talk to you. I added in my head.
“So your dad and I use to go to that school. I bet they haven’t changed anything you’ll see the soccer things about your dad.” She said like a matter-of-fact.
“What?” I said and couldn’t help but look at her. When I looked back out the window there was a group of kids walking in front of me. I had to stomp on the brakes in order not to hit them. I and Elliot launched forward shoving my hair in my face and I felt really stupid. When I looked at the kids they weren’t even surprised no one but one of the even looked at the car.
“I’m so sorry!” I said quietly and scared out of my mind. I was like in shock.
“It’s okay.” Elliot said.
“I was just shocked by what you had said.” I said watching the one that was staring back at me. Tall, handsome, he was really my kind of guy but most likely it wouldn’t matter I would never see or talk to him again. Then my thoughts were irrupted.
“Yes he use to be a goalie. I haven’t seen anyone as good as him for a really long time. I actually coach the girl’s soccer team. Your dad tells me you love soccer. I can’t wait to see you at try-outs.” Elliot said as I continued to drive. I looked at the clock, 1:30.
“What time do kids get out of school here?” I asked still thinking about the grouped that walked past me.
“2:30, they didn’t have school today. You lucked out.” Elliot said. I found myself wanting to know more about Elliot.
“So what do you do?”
“Um- I’m a teacher at your high school.” Oh dear god! Not only will I have to deal with her at home but at school to!
“Oh really. So what do you teach?” I asked. I saw her smile.
“English.” This wasn’t getting any better my second class was English.
“So you married or have a boyfriend?” I asked.
“Well that’s a little personal don’t you think?” No, personal would be asking how many guys have you spelt with.
“Yeah, I am sorry.” I said not sorry at all.
“And I’m not married and I don’t have a boyfriend.” 1 for her but I was still in the lead. Finally we got home. My dad walked up to me and put his arm around my shoulders.
“So how was it?” My dad asked.
“Great.” I talked as we walked into the house. We all walked in. I went to my room to finish unpacking. It took the rest of the way, and I only got half of my stuff unpacked. It didn’t help Buddy kept walking in the path and when he did laid down it was on clothes I just got out. I didn’t eat lunch so when I heard my dad call me for dinner I pretty much ran. To my surprise Elliot was still there and all the kitchen things were unpacked.
“We got the kitchen things and all the living room things unpacked as well. How about you?” I sat down to eat.
“Almost all my room things cleaned. Are Aunt Betty and Uncle Jay coming over tomorrow?”
“Yeah they are. Um Elliot you don’t have anything to do, why don’t you come over to.” Crap why would I ask that while she was here.
“I’d love to.” I wasn’t very hungry after that, I left with half of the food I put on my plate still there. I was not happy with Elliot. I went to see and dream about my mother. Then just before I woke up I saw the boy that looked at me earlier. He was tall, like 6’ 1” or something his hair was long and stopped mid – through his eyes and he had tan skin. He had an average body and walked really gracefully. Then I woke up to a knock on my door and my Aunt walked in.
There were boxes on top of each other and covering most of the ground with a path way to my bed. My bookshelf was up with my bed and my lap that stayed next to my bed. It wasn’t a big room but big enough for me. “Hello honey. Cold morning, isn’t it?” My Aunt said.
“Yeah. Is she her yet.” I said she with venom in my words it shocked my Aunt.
“Yes, Elliot is here. Hun, your dad is so happy why can’t you be?” She asked knowing the answer. She stared at me while I sat at the top of my bed. I didn’t answer. “Come on, we’re going to have breakfast soon.” My aunt said. I looked at my clock that sat on my dresser. 9:30, normal. I never could sleep in until like 12:00 like normal teens. Even if I had stayed up until 2:00 I’d be awake at 9ish.
I got dressed and walked out into the kitchen waking up all the way the moment I saw my dad and Elliot hugging. I couldn’t believe it a dead lock on each other. I couldn’t take it; I grabbed my coat and walked out. I hadn’t felt the tears until I realized it wasn’t raining. I walked down the street not really sure where I was going. I just kept walking. I turned to the forest. When I got in them I couldn’t help but scream. After that I found 5 bucks in my packet and I walked to the same shop I saw when I got my car. I bought a coke and walked back home. When I got there everyone besides Elliot rushed at me and kept asking questions. I finally cut in.
“Hello. I went and got a coke, I didn’t take my car, because I thought it would help my nerves.” I lied. Everyone became calm after that. We all went back to eating I just drank my coke. All that time I was never hungry but sick to my stomach. I never got like this; it was very strange this town gave me a strange feeling. The feeling it was just different like I knew this place would change me.
For the rest of the day we unpacked everything. At the end of the day we were all tired and my dad wanted to take us out. I guess a little way outside the town there was a restaurant I wouldn’t believe him until I saw it. I told him and he couldn’t help but laugh and we went to dinner.

you all might want to copy and paste to read but anyways, i'll tell you all about the second one really quick. i really couldn't think of a name right now so well get back to that later. things are buzzing around Jess things are happening so quickly and changing yet all she can think about is her mother. jess has to know what happened to her. so when jess visits her grandparents she finds out serects, they hated jess' dad and wanted another man for there daughter and they picked a vampire that still is lusting for a bride who better then his promised girl's daughter? so will jess become a vampire or will alex come and save her after leaving her?

anywho to keep you all somewhat excited here is part of a way later chapter

Chapter A Date and a Deadly Kiss

(ok since this chapter is 20 pages long you get to read the fun part of it!)

"I'm glad you brought me here. It's so beatiful." I said as the full moon began to raise. It shined across the lake. the lae loed lie white snow settling ontop and staying there. the stars were little snow-flakes making there way arounf the lake. everything was so calm and quiet. i hadn't realized thugh how late it actually was. "i didn't thin it was so late." I muttered. i walked up to the edge of the lake looking down at myself. suddenly there were two people but little waves made two become one.

"It's not really that late, here the moon shows sooner, like it's the edge of the world, it that was possible of course." Alex replied. Every word was like a soft note. His words, his eyes lured me in. i was turning towards him. i was facing him and he was staring down at me.

"What?" I said quietly. "You're so beaitful." Alex said. "I promise I won't hurt you ever." He whispered softly in my ear. he brought his face to mine. The kiss was different it was more deep feeling surged through it. Alex hands were first on my baclk and slid up towards my shoulders. i thuoght he wanted to push me away. i opened my eyes, Alex's eyes were changing. i knew the pain was coming long before it really came. Alex newly changed or changing claws digged into my skin. His claws scarthed into my skin pulling it away. it digged farther and farther in, blod gushed out of my skin. i screamed but he coulsn't hear, his changed black eyes and his mouth filling with fangs stared at me. he had a confused look on his face. "Alex." I whispered tears streaming from my face. the claws inching more and more every second. "Jess?" A growled voiced asked confused. it was just what i needed. i pushed back hard, his claws scartching through.

simple is as simple does

i wish that life could go back to the way it use to be so, so very simple. i am bored out of my mind i have writers-block, soccer is done with, i have no homework, i have to make a huge decision soon and i really don't want to but i have to. i know that it may not be like life or death and i should just put my foot down on the subject but i have no idea what i what to do!!

1) i go to horse show both days (this weekend)
2) i go to one day for the horse show and go to graduation and skip the second day of the horse show
3) i don't do the horse show at all and just go to grad.

oh lets not forget i have my finals exams next week and my first one is on Monday for Spanish and i really need to study this weekend!
i really have no idea what to do cause also this is my first horse show...
no reads this so i am pretty much talking to myself i wish people did read this it would be cool to hear what people think besides my bestest (i realize that these is not a word but it is to me so back off) of friends which i really don't mind if they do or don't.

"There has to be words, the words we speak to understand exactly how we feel no matter how unreal things may seem to be we always find a way to speak them but now i find myself tongue tied. " - becca m. (hehe i think it is funny in a way and i just thought of it!)

wow it's been awhile

hello i haven't wrote one of these in a long LONG time. i thought i should and cause i am ready to kill!! my paper that i am writing. my anwsome band teacher was like yeah you have to do a 5 page paper on a composer and i am ready to go crazy. i have 4 and 1\3 of it done and i can't find anymore info. i just get the same thing over and over again. and i got maximum ride 3 and it was sweet i just wish that James Patterson would write another one i don't think is going to though. anywho back to whatever i was going to say...

school is almost over can anyone say YESS! well i am happy but not cause that only means two things i am going to be a freaking!!! JUNIOR next year!! and finals are coming up

i haven't been able to hang out with anna and me for almost two months now and i mean i see at school but not for very long and there is no way i will probably doing something next weekend cause i got a horse show and then on Sunday i have to play at graduation. it is not fun, plus i am not really friends with the seniors so i really don't care to go but if i don't that means i have to write another paper and there is no way i am doing that!!! anyway nothing has really happened.

oh we won our last soccer game 3 to 2 take that powers! they are a big revile things between our schools, it was a bitter sweet win, cause the fact it was our last game made me sad. but i got open soccer this summer and band camp and driver's ed seg. 1 yeah buddy!! yeah i am weird any way i really got to go so talk to you soon blog "readers".