so today i got to watch one of my most favoritest shows ever and i haven't seen it forever so i was really happy about that! so yaaaa! it was a marathon by the way. the show is called BeastMaster. i love that show so much but then it ended and i was sad, but another fav. for the sci-fi channel is coming back called Doctor Who and i am super happy about that. i was though taken away from my show because the blacksmith was here and i had to help, i didn't see why they seemed fine without me. i am probably going to be made to go to open soccer thanks to my mom. but w/e i don't know if i want to go or not but she say something like you have to stay in shape blah blah blah so yeah. anyways i have been writing my newest story for a bit today but biggest highlight of the day was the TV Show cause i love this show very much!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
new titles
if i hadn't said this before i am looking for a new name for Full Moon, these are the ones i found i will star the ones i really like please tell me what you think even if it is keep looking
1) Zeal* - love
2)Fervor - love
3) Amour - love
4) Triangle - relationship
5) Veritable - truthful
6)Tangible** - truthful
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im number 2?
hey people i am back from the horse show, lets say it went well
i got a first, second, and two A ratings (yeah that is good)
but i was also DQ for the wrong types of boots which in my opinion was lame! but w/e i borrowed from my friends dad's boots cause i have some huge feet, size 10 hehehe but i was good the rest of the weekend
for the second the judge said if i had kept Charlie in a cantor, it is the second fastest run aka really fast, then i would have gotten the 1st, but he kept breaking back into a trot, but i got it later in the day...oh yeah there is only one other girl in my class so yeah that is how that happened, but now i think she is moving on to novice which you can't go back to the regular after that, and after you done novice a couple of times you move on to the bug ring called Ring A that is where my friend is at so yeah i am not really ready for that
anywho it was a good weekend and i did really good so i am happy about that
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Friday, June 22, 2007
question
ok i am going to be out all weekend, i am going to a horse show i have to spend the night for two night no, actually three, and i won't be home anytime on saturday i will be home for some of today but i will be getting ready and then sunday i will get home around one or so and i will probably be sleepy so sorry if i don't get back to you i just posted some of the new story up... and i have a very important question
i am looking for a new title for Full Moon
Any suggestions?
plus sorry everyone, sneeze ink sneeze, i won't get back to you and i will try and get back to you soon.
oh yeah to the right is the horse i am showing, i love him very much and he loves his grass very much his name is Charlie!
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
that is what a plumber is for
ok i am pissed like no other right now! first i am writing a new story only on the computer right, so i got taken away from the computer for what i thought was going to be a few mintues and someone i don't know who yet signed me off without saving it! i wrote a whole another page and a half of stuff and in my own opinion it was great, then i got to the bathroom it is clugged not naming names, my bro, anyways i go to my mom bathroom no toliet paper so i had to go get some from the closet and remember i am already pissed so i am just totally ticked and now i have to rewrite part of my story and i really liked it before but i just hate it now!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry it had to be done!
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
sleep time
this is for Full Moon
Chapter 3 – Sleepover
My next two weeks became a blur nothing changed. Mystery boy was missing and I became weaker everyday. Mandy stopped calling me, I think that she was busy with doing things with her mom, and my dad was gone every night. Began not to be able to sleep and I missed meals, it wasn’t like I was depressed or anything but I was alone and I just had an empty feeling inside. Vicky and Char started to get very worried. I didn’t blame them I looked like crap. Finally Char and Vicky came to my house.
“Hey Jess. What’s going on? You don’t look good today, actually all week.” Vicky said trying to sound kind.
“Your eyes are losing that warm feeling that they were full of the day I met you. It is your dad?” Char asked getting right to the point.
“No.” Lie, somewhat.
“You haven’t been eating at school. Do you eat at home?” Vicky asked.
“Yes.” Lie.
“Have you been sleeping well?” Char asked.
“Yea.” Lie.
“Have you been lying to us?” Char asked. I felt like I was being questioned but that is a great statement cause that was exactly what was happening.
“Yes.” Truth.
“You got to tell us what is going on. We only want to help you.” Vicky said cutting in. “We’re staying over this weekend; we are going to make you all better.” She added with a big smile. They already had there stuff in their cars and put it all in my room. Char ordered pizza and we ate a lot of pizza. I actually had three pieces but it really didn’t help that Char was forcing me to eat the pizza. I was afraid that I would have a bad night and they would ask all the questions about it. We stayed up late just talking. I told them about Mandy and other cities I’ve lived in. They told me about their childhood.
“So when I asked you if you liked anyone you didn’t answer me.” Char asked. There was mystery boy. I wondered if I should tell them. Then I hadn’t realized I was blushing.
“So there is.” Char said, thankfully Vicky was asleep. It was like
My dad was home, he looked worse than me. His eyes were blood-shot from lack of sleep, he had bed hair that seemed to be that way for a while, he had bag under his eyes and he just seemed empty. He looked pale even if he was tan and he kind of smelled bad.
“Hi.” I whispered. He was staring at his unchanging coffee that seemed to be the most important thing in the world to him at that moment.
“Oh, hi hon. So you got friends over I see.” He said but he sounded horrible and it was like he actually didn’t know I was there. I grabbed something to seat on while I waited for Char and Vicky to wake up. Vicky woke up a little after I did. We whispered to each other, trying not to wake up Char.
“Oh you can stop whispering, I’m awake.” Char groaned. She didn’t sound all that thrilled but she turned towards us. We looked at her shocked, we stared at her bed hair things like that of course we were kidding. We laughed for awhile. It was about
“Dad you haven’t been home for 2 weeks. Is something bothering you?” I asked. I had a new confidence in myself. That was all it took and maybe there was lack of sleep or something but he snapped.
“I’m doing my best Jessica! I can’t be home so be it! I don’t need you nagging me! Why don’t you go work on something for school? I need to be alone right now!” My dad screamed at me. It scared me and I really couldn’t understand what was wrong with him.
“Well I can’t believe you! You’re thinking about Elliot aren’t you? You are going to cheat on mom for- for that lady! She is a sl-” before I could finish my dad slapped me. I really didn’t believe it. I had no idea where all want I had said had come from. But I was shocked by what my dad did, and before I knew it I was crying. I ran outside away from him and my problems. I knew he didn’t mean to hurt me but he was just fired up. I know because I have a bad tempter just like him. I ran down the street, but I couldn’t tell where I was running it was all so blurry. It started to rain or I think it did. I ran into the forest, while I was running I found this clearing that made me feel like there were arms waiting for me to walk into them it was a very safe feeling. I sat there what could have been for hours the rain, the wind, and my tears didn’t cool the burning on my face.
It started to get dark, I couldn’t tell it there was a storm coming or if it was going to be late but either way I couldn’t wait any longer. I headed home. I got there really late. All I wanted was to come home to Buddy but instead I got rushed by Elliot. She hugged me tightly, holding me close to her. She was crying but my tears had long stopped. Why did she care so much it wasn’t like she had anything to do with me really?
“I’ll call your father and your aunt; they are out looking for you. We were all worried about you.” Elliot said still holding me swinging me back and forward slowly. I found that I was tired and I wanted to sleep I was so ready just to fall on to my bed and fall asleep. I went back to sleep on the couch. Woe up and t was late in the morning so I had to get ready fast. I got ready as fast as I could and I outside to find it was raining hard but I was late and I just didn’t care. I drove to fast, well for me at least. I got there and I had to run to get to first hour. I was late anyways through. Vicky stared at me in shock. I hadn’t been late before and I looked worse than I thought
Finally we got to lunch, they force feed me. Then Char wouldn’t leave me alone about my mystery guy. Plus he was back and I couldn’t help but stare at him. his table was full with seven of them all together, three looked pale while the others were all tan, but something set them apart from the lunch room, they were all just beautiful in there own way. The other four that weren’t pale but tan which was including the guy I couldn’t get out of my head looked like one family.
“So who is it?” Char asked for the 8th time during that lunch period. I really couldn’t stand it anymore so I pointed him out.
“Ooh, so you like Alex. Good choice when they first moved here I thought he was a hottie too. Don’t get your hopes up, like I did mine. That table doesn’t talk to anyone but themselves. The four tan ones are family lie related and the 3 super pale ones are adopted family. They all live in the same house. The guy you like name is Alex Fran. The Fran and Kayen’s families. They’re kind of strange I guess but I really think they could be cool. You know me likes the outcast. Well not to make you blush or anything but he is staring at you right now.” Char said standing up. I followed her and we walked to math class. I got my wish I was away from Mat, and just a bonus I sat behind Alex now.
Mrs. Martin yelled at us to work with our groups and I already knew all the answers and I was done. To my surprise so was Alex. The two people that were in our group tried to copy our papers but we hid them well. He and I sat there staring at anything but each other. So finally he started to talk to me.
“What couldn’t stand Freaky Mattie?” Alex asked me smiling.
I gave him a look like, no. “I couldn’t see the board.” Lie.
“You’re lying.” He whispered over the table. “I don’t blame you though.” He added. I got a strange feeling in my stomach. It was a good feeling. Then class ended after we talked for a bit more. He walked out after me. When I was walking to band outside with Vicky, everything got dizzy, my head became light, and I couldn’t see straight next thing I heard Vicky scream at me.
“Jess!” Vicky shrieked. Then everything went black. I woke up in a bright room knowing I wasn’t alone. I tried to sit up but it was hard to get up.
“Whoa, there. You just wait. Man you’re surly making yourself noticed aren’t you?” Alex’s voice was smoothing and gave me a safe feeling. Wait what had happened, what was he doing here? What was I doing out here? Was I outside? I was outside. But why?
“Where am I? What happened? Where’d Vicky go?” I asked so clueless of everything. I sounded weird and I was trying to get up again. Alex was giving me the look of, um-you-sound-like-you’re-freaking out with his eyebrows raised and a small smile on his face.
“You blacked-out. You’re n the nurse’s office. And Vicky went to class.” He said totally serious now. This time he tried to help me sit up he went to the other side of the room right after.
“Well, dear. Have you been eating right? And umm, sleeping right?” A short kind of big lady walked in shoving the door into Alex’s face. He grunted a bit but he blocked the door with his hand.
“Yes, and yes.” Lie and lie. Alex stared at me for along time. It was like he was waiting for me to tell the truth but he couldn’t possibly know I was lying but then he said this.
“She is lying.” Alex said walking out of his corner and he never took his eyes off me while he talked.
“OH,” The nurse said shocked at Alex’s appearance then she continued on, “Is she now? Hun, you need to get a better diet and more sleep right away. You can’t stay the way you are. You can get really sick.” The nurse said staring at me. I nodded. She told me that I should go home and Alex being the gentleman that he is walked out with me. I started to walk out of the office, but Elliot showed up before I could escape.
“Oh Jess, I heard what happened. I’ll come over right after school. Since your father is going to be working late again.” Elliot said. My heart and eyes dropped when she mentioned my dad. Always working late. I just nodded.
“Lose your voice, in there.” Alex whispered to me in my ear, it made me jump a little. His breath against my cheek made me blush.
“Yes, I can talk, I chose not to.” I said quietly but sternly. I started to walk away from Alex and to my car.
“Where else? Home.” I said not even looking back at him. he tried not to laugh but he laughed anyways.
“Okay but I am driving you home.” Alex said trying to get to go tot his car.
“Um no can drive just fine.” I lied just a little. I started going towards his car. I got to my car and started looking for my keys in my bag but I couldn’t find them. I looked all over. Alex stifled a laugh and I looked up.
“What?” I said then I saw through my narrowed eyes. My keys were in his hand. I just stared at them and I wanted to grab them.
“You can have them back as soon as we get to your house and when you answer my question. Why do you keep lying?” He asked. How did he always now I was lying? He took my arm and walked me towards his car. I tried to grab my keys but Alex held them in the air laughing as I jumped for them. I was defeated.
“Fine, but what about my Blazer?” I said when I realized that this was a pointless fight.
“I’ll have my sister drive it home.” We started walking, I wasn’t sure what he drive then we got to a nice new looking Hummer. I stared in disbelief. “You’re kidding right?” he smiled at me.
“Get in I’ll be back in a minute.” He said. I did my best at climbing into the Hummer but to tell the truth I could barley climb. Alex got back and in the car before I could even get in all the way. He laughed at me, and I gave him a sarcastic smile. His laugh was beautiful it made my knees feel very weak.
“So where do you live?” He asked. I told him but I struggled through it. I felt he was going to ask more questions and of course I was right.
“You never answered me.” He asked looking at me.
“About what?” I asked innocent even though I knew exactly what he was talking about.
“Why did you keep lying? Are you really that stubborn not to let anyone in? Or even trying to help you?” He asked.
“I don’t care. Most likely I’ll be out of here soon enough.” I said coldly. He’d seemed a little hurt by what I had said.
“My dad doesn’t keep us anywhere long enough so I can make friends. So why should I?” I hadn’t realized we’d stopped. He got out and I started to jump down but I fell, on top of him.
“Sorry!” I screamed getting off of him. He just sighed. “Well thanks for the ride and well making that fall more comfortable.” I said walking to the door. I hadn’t noticed that he was following me.
“Okay then bye.” I said feeling really weird and wanted him to go away.
“I’m not leaving until Elliot gets here.” He said like a-matter-of-factly. I gave him another look.
“I’m fine, trust me.” I said, lying again.
“No way. What if you faint again and hit your head. Then you start bleeding, and you lose tons of blood.” He said blood in a creepy way. Then Buddy started barking.
“Wow, someone is really negative.” I mumbled under my breath. “Well, my dog may eat you. So bye.” I said opening the door.
“Very, funny. Actually I love dogs.” He said smiling. He added something under his breath but I couldn’t hear. He followed me into my house anyways.
“Are you sure you are not the stubborn one?” I asked, rolling my eyes.
“Hey I am just trying to keep you safe.” He said, I just stared at him. “So is it your dad, then?” He added. I stared at him my eyes narrowing this time.
“What are you talking about?” I asked staring him down this time. He just continued to pet my dog, and not really ever look at me. He looked so natural there with Buddy, just petting him and like understanding what Bud wanted.
“Is that why you haven’t been eating or sleeping?” He asked.
“No.” I said upset but I was sort of lying.
“Why do you always lie! You have to tell the truth sooner or later!” he yelled at me. I just hated the fact that he was acting like he knew exactly what was going on with me.
“You don’t even know me!” I yelled back at him. And I wasn’t finished with him. “No one understands how I feel!” I finished.
“That is because you won’t let anyone in!” Alex shot back at me. I was up in his face but now he was in mine. There was silence, as we did a no winner staring contest. Then there was a knock at the door. I walked over to the door and opened it to a girl. She was about my height, tan, with piercing blue eyes like Alex’s eyes, and long black hair. Her face was amazing it was perfect and was so much like Alex’s. Right then Alex pushed past me.
“Elsie this is Jess. Jess this is Elsie my sister.” She gave me a quick smile. “Elliot should be here in a while, um try not to faint.” He said walking out with his sister and giving me my key back. I mocked his words as he left. A few minutes after that there was another knock, I opened the door to Elliot’s face.
“Oh sweetheart. I heard what happened. Come on I’ll make you some dinner.” Elliot said hugging me. I knew she was nice, and very kind, but I still hated her.
“Are you going to tell your father about this?” She added as she was making something.
“Yes.” Lie. Lucky for me detective Alex wasn’t around to call me on all my lies. I just couldn’t help but wonder how he always knew I was lying. But yet again there was no one here to answer my questions.
“Should I stay here until your dad gets home?” Elliot asked.
“No, I am sure you have a lot of work you have to do. But I would be glad if you would stay for dinner though.” I said totally unsure why I had said it at all. I didn’t want her to stay but that last thing I wanted was to be alone. I’ve been getting night-mares about this guy. There is no easy way to describe it, on how I feel when I dream it. All I know is his eyes are hungry and coming after me. I usually wake up before he can get to me but I still see his crazed eyes staring into mine every time I try to sleep. It is an unbelievably real feeling. I haven’t wanted to be alone since the dream started. Ever since I met Mat the dreams began and they got worse every night. The man got closer and closer to me every night. I didn’t tell anyone about it though, I never would either.
I finished my dinner and did my homework. During that whole time Elliot stay with me. She kept staring at me like I did something wrong. Or it was a feeling like she was worried all the time.
“Jess is something wrong?” Elliot asked me with kind eyes.
“No.” Lie.
“well you should go to bed soon. I’ll wait for Kevin. You look very tired.” Elliot said. Oh she had no idea how tired I really was but I was afraid to sleep now. I didn’t mind I was so tired. I wanted to sleep but I’d always see his face. I shut my eyes and the dream never came, I only saw Alex’s face. I couldn’t stop thinking about Alex or the man, they became mixed together. I finally didn’t cry through the night. Some time in the night I felt very safe, but I wasn’t sure why.
I woke up with mixed dreams. I got ready to go to school at a slower pace. Then when I was ready to leave, I couldn’t find my keys anywhere. Then there was a knock at the door. I opened it up to Char’s face.
“Hey, umm Elliot, well Ms. Grayson called me and told me you’d need a ride.” She said. We got into the car and I was upset. Elliot must have took my keys when I fell asleep. I couldn’t stand this.
“Char, I can trust your right?” I asked.
“Yeah.” She said sounding like she was going to laugh.
“I hate Elliot! How could she just come in and make my dad fall in love with her?! It was her fault he-” I was about to say.
“That he what?” Char asked giving me a sideways look.
“Nothing.” I said becoming quiet again. I was not in the mood to talk about this anymore. I never really wanted to talk about it ever. We go to the school right after and I jumped out. I held myself as I walked, and I think I felt a tear or two. I just kept walking trying not to notice Alex next to me. Wait Alex was next to me.
“Do you want something?” I asked.
“Why are you crying and pissed off at the same time?” He asked. I gave him a sideways glare.
“Oh, because it is fun.” I said being really sarcastic.
“You’re a really bad lair you know.” He said like it wasn’t obvious. I just tried to out walk him but I never noticed how fast he could walk. He wasn’t even breathing hard.
“I-I” didn’t know what to say. I stopped and he followed suit.
“Why are you pissed off?” He asked me looking me right in the eyes. Suddenly my knees gave out. I fell my arms flying and I screamed a little bit. Alex chuckled forever and never stopping. I got up and stared at him giving him the evilest glare I possibly could.
“You’re not good at making evil glares.” Alex said to me. I stomped off, stomping extra hard on Alex’s foot. Then I saw Elliot and all my anger went toward her.
“Where the hell are my keys?!” I demanded.
“Um hon I think that we should do this somewhere else.” She said dragging me to her classroom. “I didn’t take your keys. I stayed until your dad got home; I told him what had happened. Jess he looked really worried. When I told him again it wasn’t like he was shocked. It was like this had happened before and he knew that you wouldn’t be feeling well in the morning so that is when he took your keys and asked me to call on of your friends.” Elliot explained. She told him! Oh, god. I walked out even more pissed than before. I skipped first block since Elliot made me 15 minutes or so late. She took me to her classroom even though I really rather have been anywhere else, and I didn’t talk to her at all. She had no right to tell him.
“You had no right to tell him! He doesn’t need to know!” I yelled totally upset.
“Of course he has a right! He is your father! He should know what is going on with his daughter especially when it concerns your health!” She said back at me. Then 2 block started and everything started to go back to normal. Then lunch came around.
“So yesterday when you blacked-out, Alex rushed to your side, he was there like in seconds. Pretty cute if you ask me, and I am pretty sure he was scared then he carried you to the nurse’s office. Very cute!” Vicky said excited like I blacked-out on purpose so I had a reason to talk to Alex or something. I didn’t share her excitement. Char gave me a look like she was gagging and I couldn’t help but to start laughing.
“So that is how you feel about me saving you?” His breath crossed my face catching me off guard again. I jumped a little when he said that. It was his turn to laugh. “Come on, sit with me today.” He demanded nicely then he was gone. Vicky and Char didn’t even notice him there. I got my food and intestinally he caught my eye. I walked over to him after hiding him. I sat down feeling strange. I did feel a little bad about never thanking him.
“I’m sorry about being rude to you yesterday. I should have thanked you. So thank you.” I said trying not to hurt my pride doing this.
“Wow you are really kind. I mean with shoving all your pride aside to thank me. You’re truly one of a kind.” He said with a huge smile. I didn’t understand but the moment he smiled I became nervous with butterflies filling my stomach. I saw him a totally different light before I just thought he’d looked nice now-now I saw his personality and it was so much more beautiful.
“So are you going to tell me about your family?” I asked trying to learn more about him.
“Sure, they’re over there.” was all he had said. “What about your family?” He asked. BAM! He really struck a cord there. I didn’t want to talk about my family and my face must have showed it.
“Oh, that bad. Okay then why does Mat freak you out so much.” He said changing subjects. I gave him a look like, are you kidding me?
“Have you seen the way he looks at me. Sitting there eyes hungry for something more than just looks. He is licking his lips like I am something he can eat.” I said really annoyed and a little fired up.
“You don’t think my eyes are hungry?” He asked somewhat serious. I stared at him.
“No, they’re so calm, and smoothing. They are very trusting and they make things seem so much easier.” I said letting my voice fly away a little. He looked upset about my answer. He cursed under his breath. Then I realized that the lunchroom was empty.
“Holy shit! I already missed one class!” I ran to class even though I really didn’t need to. Alex just sat there his hands running through his hair as he looked down at the table. Seeing him there I thought him more then just the person that helped me but a friend and maybe one day something more. I wanted to stop and wait for him but I couldn’t. the rest of the day Vicky made me tell her everything, over and over again. Alex though never showed up for math. Than in band I asked about Alex’s family to Vicky.
“okay so I know that only two are actually blood related. The one that is the youngest, Elsie” I irrupted her.
“yeah I know her.”
“ok so Alex and her are blood-related. Everyone else is adopted sisters and brothers. The big one, the one that could win a fight no matter what, is Hunter. The one that is tall with blonde hair is Phil. The palest girl with kind of short hair that is black is
“Good luck.” Char said driving away. Good I needed it, I thought to myself.
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taken from home
ok so this is the second part of the new story that didn't have a title, i got a title for it now
Taken from Home. enjoy and comment please!
I felt something heavy on my ankle, I looked at my ankle and there as a device on my leg. I knew exactly was for these people were very smart. This device would keep me here in this town or until a limit but I knew this was bad. I had to free Jeff and myself.
I didn’t know if I should try to escape with this thing on me or get it off. then my mind wondered back to the lone werewolves and vampires that lived with humans maybe there were some here in this town. I really hoped that there was because surely they won’t let down there own kind, would they? This was getting so much harder now. Some much more complex, I knew now that my life would forever change, and I knew one other thing for sure I would find Jeff and save him.
I had to do something so I tried opening the door to find that it was locked. I knew that I could bust the door down but I don’t think that humans could do that and I didn’t need to give these people any reason to believe that I was not “human”. I knew that they were watching I could just tell. I went back to my bed and sat there. what would someone do in this situation? What would my older sister do? She was once caught by real human police and they kept her in a house but she could easily escape, I had to be strong like her. She told me everything that I could possible know about humans. They smelt different then us, and they were like us at all. These humans weren’t as fast or strong, they were so strange to her. It was weird though she said that she wouldn’t mind going back to the town she was taken too she told me and only me there was a boy there that had helped her and started to have strange feelings for him, something she couldn’t really explain. But she came home after my father got worried and came for her. I see the sadness in her eyes, how much she misses that boy, she was never the same after she left that town. I knew that I wouldn’t want to get under a spell like she was so I knew to stay away from humans.
Someone was playing with the doorknob, and then the door opened a little. A young lady stunk her head in. “Oh, good you are awake. Come on I bet you are hungry.” She said leaving and keeping the door open. I stared at the open door, I wasn’t hungry. But I had grown curious of what was outside this small room. I followed her nervous, we walked down some stairs and went into a bright yellow room, it was a kitchen thing. My sister told me about them this was where humans made there food, and mostly ate the food in here too. I stared at the room my eyes adjusting to the bright light from the darkness of my room. This was so different then anything I have seen before. There was a big rectangular thing with two doors, small ones, which a young boy about what looked like my age was digging through. He pulled himself out of the rectangular thing and stared at me.
He had short curly blond hair with big brown eyes and he didn’t seem to pleased with me. He had been wearing bright clothes, the total opposite from me. I was dark haired, that was long and straight, with all black clothes and my eyes a light blue. I could change the color of my eyes and retract my fangs and I knew from my sister that you should never show a human my fangs or my red eyes. I started thinking about home. Would they know? What was I thinking of course they’d know, they could have smelt Jeff’s blood being spilled and since I wasn’t anywhere else and I wasn’t hiding with them of course they’d know I was taken. And Jeff. I had to get him back, somehow, he was like a brother to me. We are the same age, he and I were always hanging out together, doing stupid things, always talking about leaving home and going to see a human town but we’d never really meant it. But now it looks like we got our wish. Well a least I did.
I was actually waiting for Jeff when the men came, I was waiting for him we were going to go running together and go to our spot. We found this old abandon house a couple years back. we would go there to talk about visiting a human town, our parents and the older vampires and werewolves wouldn’t ever have us talking about that. They would be so mad, but now that I was here living me and Jeff, craziest dream I knew why they were so upset with the loner vampires and werewolves. These human towns aren’t for us they are not for our kind.
The kid that was staring at me was the totally opposite from me. There was one thing though I was sure we had in common, we hated each other. He was just so weird and I didn’t like him at all. I knew he felt the same. The young lady that called me started talking again.
“Josh, this is, umm sorry I don’t actually know your name?” She said her big brown eyes staring at me. I was told to give them a fake name, always give a fake name.
“Ron.” It was the first name that came to me.
“Ron,” the young lady said like savoring the word, “you’ll be staying with me and my family, which you are looking at besides my youngest, she is only three years old, her name is Grace. Umm we have to keep you here until you can remember were you come from. I was told that you hit your head and you couldn’t remember anything, an I right?” I stared at her. I remembered everything, very clearly too. I knew though exactly what these people where playing at. I just nodded, I was told never tell them anything about our village, or anything, friends, family, anything. “Josh, make Ron here feel more comfortable, I am going to get Grace.” She said walking away.
Josh stared at me and I stared right back at him. I really didn’t like this kid. “Food is in there, get whatever you want, cups and plates are there.” Josh said pointing at different things. He pointed at the rectangular thing again, and a few small box like things that were connected to the wall. I didn’t want anything so I stood there not knowing what to do. Josh gave me a look like you are crazy. “We have to go to school today, you ready for that run-away.” He whispered to me. I was ready to punch this kid, but I didn’t touch him, not yet. The lady walked in with a little girl in her arms that seemed to be sleeping. The lady walked past me and the little girl put her hand out and touched my face. Her little hand was filled with so much warmth, it was funny thing but her touch actually made me smile.
“You can call me mom if you want or just Lily, it is your choice. I am sure Josh has told you that you have to go to school today. I don’t know why they are pushing me to push you into school so fast, meaning social service, of course. But whatever. Okay then, Josh can help you getting around and to school, I have to drop Grace off, which Josh can you pick her up?” She asked and Josh just nodded, “Okay then I will see you later tonight then.” She finished. She kissed her son on the head and just waved to me. I knew what school was cause I have to go to school to I am just wondering if it will be anything like my school at home. There was one difference already they had it during the day. Josh didn’t seem to want to help me at all. As soon as we hit the corner of the street he found his friends and walked far away from me. I just followed though, who knew if the people who took me were watching. I will be normal today and then tomorrow I will start on what I have to do to get Jeff back.
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oh wow
by the way that tree is not upside down, it is a reflection in the water
so i am bored! but i thought i would just say that i had a very hot day yesterday
let see i was stuck in my mom's car for what seemed forever, taking my grandma places, cause after all that funness i was suppose to go to this horse store cause i have a horse show this weekend, and we got there and it was closed : ) i was ticked not only that i was suppose to be at a friends house at 4 and it was now 5 30 so we had to get food for our horses and then i finally got to go to my friend's house
so when i got there they were finishing this movie called brick very confusing if you come into it at the very end, but anywho after that she, my friend, made us all grilled-cheese, by the way she is very talented, not really she burnt two, and her brother stole one, so after that we started the weirdest movie ever called, a day without a mexican, we stopped after 15 minutes cause it was that bad, so instead we watched little miss sunshine, which was fun, then around 9 we all went home, so all in all my day yesterday was pretty great
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Monday, June 18, 2007
chpt. 4
Chapter 4 for Elerson's Whisper just cause i haven't finished typing Full Moon chapter 3 i will get to it but for now this is what you get enjoy! again tell me your thoughts
Chapter 4 ♦ ♦ ♦
When Sonya awoke up to the ranger’s face, she tried to scream but he put his hand on her mouth as soon as she opened her mouth. He whispered to her to be quiet. Then Sonya had a vision, she saw trolls and her and the ranger were running away. Somehow Sonya knew his heart was good and didn’t mean her any harm. Even through she disliked how he had a dagger to her throat, she tried to trust him. One thing Sonya wanted to know was, why her? Why now? When she got on and he followed her up she looked for Elerson but she couldn’t see her. Sonya knew the unicorns weren’t there or the ranger would have been scared and wouldn’t have taken her. They ran in the forest deep into the other side of the Alosta forest. Sonya was a little scared that the trolls would get them and eat them.
The horse the ranger was brown with a black mane and Sonya sensed that this ranger was with the horse along time; it seemed to care a lot for the ranger. “Don’t be scared.” He said kicking the horse to go faster. That is all he would say and Sonya didn’t want to talk. The horse ran fast but with wrong turn the horse ran into a troll’s camp. Sonya never saw one up close but she was to close the horse did a quick stop jerking Sonya and the ranger forward. The trolls stared at there unwanted guest with small black eyes. There was a huge roar from one of the closer trolls to Sonya and the ranger. All the other trolls started in uproar and went crazy they all rant at Sonya and the ranger. The horse jumped and ran the other way. The trolls though were fast even though the horse was fast too but it had two people on its back. The horse slowed down; the trolls were gaining on them.
One troll ran next to them and grabbed out; the ranger dodge the troll’s huge hand, but it tried again. This time the ranger wasn’t so lucky. The troll’s big hand knocked off the ranger. Sonya stopped the horse and saw the troll sniff the ranger. Sonya turned away she was about to kick the horse. The ranger was knocked out and the troll picked him up and yelled. Sonya jumped down from the horse and faced the troll. The troll roared madly at her and dropped the ranger. Then it came after Sonya. Sonya didn’t have much time to react. She jumped dodging the huge theist. The troll threw down his huge club and barley missing Sonya by inches. While the troll tried to hit her, his other hand came out of no where and grabbed her knocking the wind out of her. Holding Sonya, he shook her and turned around. “LET ME GO!” Sonya yelled. Sonya got one leg free and she grabbed her sword and slashed the troll’s arm. It dropped Sonya while screaming in pain holding it arm. Sonya hit the ground hard and everything went black.
The ranger woke up to the troll’s screaming and went to grab the sword. He grabbed it just in time, while the troll continued to shriek in pain the ranger pulled Sonya over by some bushes. The ranger ran at the troll and with one quick jump he slashed the troll’s neck. The troll fell with in seconds. The ranger breathed deeply, and walked towards Sonya and picked her up. The horse was gone it ran away while they were fighting. “Shot.” He whispered under his breath. He began to walk away holding Sonya in his hands and a bloody sword.
Later that day the ranger stopped and Sonya woke up to a sore on her arms she looked at the there were deep cuts all over them. Her arms were stained with dried blood coming from the cuts. The ranger looked bruised and tired. “Let’s move on.” The ranger said. Sonya didn’t think it was right to prey but she wanted to so badly. She decided when they got out of the forest she would. Sonya followed the ranger and said nothing. Then finally they crawled out of the forest and the sun was going down and they were going to be left in the dark night. The ranger took Sonya’s arm and walked towards the rocky hills. The ranger found a cave that was cold and damp, Sonya looked at it disgusted. The ranger laughed a little at how she reacted. It was the first time Sonya heard any emotions from him. “What is so funny?” Sonya asked staring at him.
“Back where I lived people would have killed for a place like this.” He said. Sonya just signed. “I’ll be back in a bit.” He said quietly.
“Where are you going?” Sonya asked. “Get fire wood.” The ranger said. Sonya didn’t say anything but just looked away. Awhile after the ranger left Sonya went outside of the cave. She saw a brown horse and Sonya walked down to it. “Hey, what are you thinking, coming back here? You were free.” Sonya said petting the horse’s big nose. “Mm… what’s your name?” Sonya asked the horse still rubbing it big head. “Alibis.” Someone said behind her. “What?” Sonya asked. “His name is Alibis.” The ranger said. “It is a beautiful name. What does it mean?” Sonya asked. “Nothing.” The ranger said keeping his own secret. “I just thought I heard it before that is all. You don’t have to get mad.” Sonya said dropping that subject. “What is your name?” Sonya asked following the ranger back into the cave. He didn’t answer, so Sonya left the matter alone.
The ranger started a fire and to cook some type of meat. “Eat, it will help your regain your energy.” The ranger said staring at Sonya. “I don’t really eat meat.” Sonya said quietly. She always hated that people killed animals. She thought it was wrong to raise an animal for that purpose alone. The ranger didn’t say anything.
“My name is Randis.” He replied after along silence. Sonya looked up at him. She was a little shocked that he told her what his name was. “Why didn’t you tell me before?” Sonya asked making sure not to somehow offend him. He seemed more of a quiet type and didn’t like being asked to many questions. Sonya was holding her arm out of sight so he couldn’t see it. The ranger noticed this, “What is wrong with your arm?” He asked looking at it. “Nothing…” Sonya said quietly. “Well, then why are you clutching it? And hiding it.” Randis asked not dropping the subject. “Why do you care?” Sonya asked dodging his first question. Sonya was usually stubborn and so she didn’t want the ranger to look at her arm so she wouldn’t let him. “Why won’t you let me see it?” Randis said getting mad her. Sonya didn’t answer him, she didn’t have to show him her arm and she didn’t want him to see that she was really in pain.
“Just let me look at it!” Randis shouted mad at her. “There is nothing to see.” Sonya lied. Randis felt like he went to a new low after staring Sonya down. “It is just a scratch. Or a few.” She said softly holding out her arm. Randis reached for it. “It doesn’t look that bad but some cuts are really deep.” He stopped when Sonya flinched. “So how did you now where I was. And why did you kidnap me!” Sonya demanded to know. “I didn’t kidnap you! I saw a light from your camp. When I was in the forest earlier that day I had seen trolls wondering around. I thought they too would see the light and come after you. It was too late to warn you so I took you. Sorry I scared you. But you didn’t even thank me I saved your life!” Randis snapped at her. “Well I saved your life too!” Sonya yelled back feeling a little bad for snapping at him. “Sorry thank you.” Sonya said keeping her eyes on the ground. “What is your name?” Randis said, he was to proud to say thank you but Sonya could tell he was somewhat grateful. “Me-Sonya.” She answered. “That is a unique name.” Randis said quietly. Randis started to rap a cloth that he pulled out of his small bag around Sonya’s arm.
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
tsk tsk childern
okay so i will be out all day well actually 12 to 6 at a party and i thought i would leave you all with this it is chapter 3 for ELERSON WHISPER!!
Chapter 3
Elerson was the first to wake up but she only slept two hours. “Elerson…”Elerson heard a whisper. Then she heard hooves. They she heard footsteps, all was quiet besides the footsteps and she knew it wasn’t Sonya. It was still dark so Elerson quietly rolled into the bushes. While Sonya was left alone with Le’Bennie and Alanergon went to get a drink of water. The person who come off the horse was a young man, he looked like a ranger, rangers were men who were on there own and were outcasts most people didn’t trust them. He was really young for a ranger, he looked only 16 to 17 years old, and his hair was brown and his eyes here dark and almost looked like the ocean, he was tall and strong. He wore a black cloak and it was to dark to see what other color his clothes were but on his back he wore a bow and arrows and he had a sword. In his hand he held a dagger and walked as quiet as he could towards Sonya.
Sonya woke up and saw him coming closer to her. She didn’t have enough time to react, she didn’t move at all before the young ranger got to her. The ranger pulled her up, “Don’t say anything.” He whispered to Sonya. This seemed weird, rangers never done this before. He walked over to the horse and told Sonya, “Get on.” He said quietly. He wasn’t the talking type he said little but got his point across. She didn’t say a word. The ranger jumped up behind her. Then the ranger took the reins and took off. Without another word they were out of sight. Elerson jumped up when she heard the hooves were dieing away. Elerson was left alone and she sat scared for her friend and her.
Le’Bennie and Alanergon didn’t return until the morning had come. “Elerson, where did Sonya go? We must leave now!” Alanergon said. “A ranger took her!” Elerson said quietly; she felt like she failed them all. “Le’Bennie what do we do know, we can’t stay here. We don’t know if they have her or not? It’s too dangerous! The Alosta is no place for anyone, that smell of humans.” Alanergon said. “Yes, I know. Elerson we can not stay in this forest a day longer. The ranger will know this too. I hate to leave Sonya in his care but that is all we can do for now. Now get on, quickly.” Le’Bennie said forcefully. “But, I don’t want to lave it up to some ranger, how do we know he isn’t working for Worrion?!” Elerson yelled. “There isn’t much we can do know. We don’t know if he does or doesn’t well have to trust Sonya to get out herself for now.” Le’Bennie said getting upset. Elerson wanted to protest but she knew when Le’Bennie sounded like that, it was best to listen to her. She jumped on Le’Bennie’s back and they rode off.
There was a noise behind Elerson when they rode away Le’Bennie looked back quickly. “Oh, no.” She whispered then took off with speed Elerson wasn’t use too. She held on even tighter then before. Then it got bumper and harder to stay on. Elerson looked behind her to see what Le’Bennie was afraid of, and then she saw the trolls. Trolls were big ugly, warty creatures, they usually were about 6 to 8 feet tall, they had really bad breath and they were one of the most unfriendly races. The smelled bad but most were really fat and no one messed with them. They were on the trail of the unicorn’s and Elerson; they had a strong sense of smell. Elerson didn’t know how far they got in the forest, trolls lived deep in forest or mountain ranges; they liked dark areas. “Le’Bennie! Do you think that is what the ranger knew about?” Elerson said. “Yes.” Le’Bennie said quietly.
They ran fast into the night, Elerson forget how far they went into the forest. The troll’s attack got worst when the trolls gained on them; they were getting closer and closer to Le’Bennie. Elerson tried to kill one but her aim was bad and bumpy she missed her target by inches. The troll’s growled at Elerson’s arrow; there scream was deep and gave Elerson chills. Every twist and turn Le’Bennie took, Elerson felt sick. The turns were sharp and quick, and Elerson had to hold on tighter. Through the night Elerson looked back and saw or heard no more trolls. Most probably gave up because they were too hungry or Le’Bennie lost them. Le’Bennie didn’t stop; soon the trees decreased and trees got smaller meaning that the forest was ending.
At morning Elerson, Le’Bennie, and Alanergon finally got out of the Alosta forest. The sun blinded Elerson’s eyes; the Alosta forest was dark and damp so the sun felt warm and bright on Elerson. As far as Elerson could see there was a big meadow and small hills; on the right side where hills made of rocks. In the distance there were mountains with snow tops which looked so beautiful in the sun. But nothing could stray Elerson’s mind from Sonya. “Le’Bennie we have to find Sonya! Rangers aren’t to be toyed with and know he has a half grown elf, he could take her to Wor-” Elerson began to say. “Don’t say that name.” Alanergon answered quickly. “Why?” Elerson asked confused. “It is a dangerous name to say around here.” Alanergon said on his guard. Elerson didn’t reply.
ok so opinions anyone?
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Friday, June 15, 2007
pan;s
ok so i had friends over today and we were watching pan's labyrinth and it was good and so so very gross!!! i mean really sickness and it is in spanish so we had subtitles really grown up movie here don't watch it if you are not older then 14 years of age, i really mean that
so yeah
new post up about a new story sandwiched between two other post
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more cowbell
so i really like this video and i can't get the stupid thing out of my head so i thought why not share with you all so enjoy!
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so
so....
i got nothing, i have a draft of a new story that i just felt like starting i don't know if i am going to go anywhere with it just wanted to know, do you people want to read that or elerson, or full moon or just go super crazy and all three? please tell me cause i don't know what to put up
ps. to the left is my baby horse, Sully, he is the one i will probably show the most when he is ready but for right now we just ride him for fun and yup you bet it i am the one that rides him probably the most, i love him
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
a different story
ok well i just thought of this cool little story i don't know how are it will get but just wondering your thoughts keeper or trash can?
ok so the story starts just like that so keep reading you'll get it. REMEMBER THIS IS NOT FULL MOON!!!!! OR THE SECOND ONE!!!
So how exactly was I suppose to know she was human. She smelt like us, she seemed interested in the same stuff as us but as soon as I saw her face I knew she wasn’t one of us. But trust me on this one I will never forget her face it was so funny. I mean being able to change into a bat and all that stuff is normal for me but I guess it isn’t for a human. I always thought humans were just like vampires, I guess not. Well that just blew both her and my mind. When I pulled her aside and asked where she lived I should have know right there and then. She wasn’t one of us. She lived in a house and some street called “Moonsand”, usually us vampires and werewolves try to live in streets we have heard of from others. I been around so many elders I should have known, but there are always the ones that live on there own. I was thought that they were lower then us, not important, everyone just talked with venom in there voice when they mentioned them so I shouldn’t have even talked to her for that reason in the first place.
But I was so confused now, everything was strange everyone looked like they could be one of us but there were also so many different creatures like, things wrapped in toilet paper, and people looking like there insides were falling out, or girls in pretty fancy dresses with crowns on there head. Well a least I am over them, I wondered could any of these humans turn into bats, it was strange since I have come from a family and a town of vampires and werewolves I never thought that people were different just had different diets as my mom would tell me. I wondered where she was now, I never really understood what happened. Maybe I should start from the beginning.
My name is Stephen, not Steven by the way, like it is spelled. I am a vampire I was born a vampire into a family of vampires. I lived in a small outcasted town called Phantom. I loved my little town but one day my dad was rushing around telling all of us that we had to hide right away. People were coming, and everyone was rushing and going to there houses, but I didn’t make it. these people showed up before I could leave the playground me and my friends were hanging out at. In human years I was around 15 years old, in vampire years I was 18. but the time difference wasn’t that great but that isn’t the point. These men came up to me they were wearing really ugly suits that looked stiff. They had badges saying serving and protecting or something really stupid thing like that. One man came up to me and shined a light in my face and I stared at him with narrow eyes.
“What?” I said calmly trying to make myself seem normal.
“Um, kid what are you doing out here? Are you a run-away?” He said looking to my eyes, and he shook his head. “Kids today wearing these colored eye contacts.” He added under his breath.
“Um, no.” I answered wondering what colored eye contacts were. I never heard of them before. I just shrugged it off saying that he was the weird one here, he must be since his eyes weren’t vampire like and he didn’t smell like a werewolf. This most be the real thing, real people.
“Then what are you doing out here?” The other one said this time sounding nervous. I stared at this one for a bit. He was younger then the other guy, a lot younger he was shaking ever so slightly and he was looking around.
“Johnson! Would you stop looking around this town is not haunted, just cause no one lives here doesn’t mean jack!!” The older man said. This man was tall, and kind of big and was bald, he didn’t seem nervous at all. But I was distracted people not living here, many people, well vampires and werewolves, live here, maybe he was scared of vampires and werewolves but I didn’t understand why? What was so scary about us?
“kid you better come with us. What is your name?” The older man said. I looked at him and swallowed, I didn’t want to go with him. I lived here I was home, I was perfectly safe I wouldn’t leave with him.
“NO! I live here!” I yelled at him.
“So you are a run-away, kid you have to come with us!” The man said boldly. I shook my head, this can’t be happening I wasn’t going to leave my family or my town.
“NO!” I yelled. Then Jeff my best friend in the world and I have known him my whole life, aka he is a werewolf, showed up. I stared at him as he walked up behind the two men in his wolf form. I stared at him wide eyed, what was he going to do? I know that he could change any time he wanted, well sort of him was learning but most of the time it was when he was mad. And he must have been mad, I have never seen him growl and show his teeth to anyone before. His jet black fur mixing in with the night. But one of the men like knew he was coming. The really nervous one attacked him without even thinking about it. Jeff was as shocked as I was cause the guard wasn’t even facing him. I stared wide eyed, the man took him down in seconds.
“I guess I was right this town is full of vampires and werewolves! I bet he is one of them. This werewolf tried to protect him; we have to take out now!” The young one said quietly. No, Jeff, what was I going to do these humans knew about us, and I was thought that humans didn’t know about us vampires and werewolves. I was so lost. I stared at these two men.
“All I know is that, that kid you took down is obvious a werewolf and all we can tell about this kid is that he is a vampire obsessed, run-away. We can’t take him anywhere without knowing for sure! Gosh Johnson, you have to learn that not everyone is a vampire or a werewolf. We’ll take him and put him with a fake family and if he is a normal teen we’ll know if he isn’t and a vampire then we will know that too. All I can say is knock the damn kid out and we’ll take both him and the werewolf just to be safe.” The older man said quietly giving me fake smiles every once and a while thinking that I probably didn’t know what they were saying and I was ready to run but there was no way I was leaving Jeff by himself so I was planning in my head but before I could take action the young kid did.
It was blacker then the black night I was so use to living in. the sun would shine soon and I wasn’t ready for it I needed time! Well one thing I knew I was leaving my hometown and my best friend and I were in trouble, big trouble. There was nothing I could do, I had to act like a human but I didn’t know how to act like one, could I really pull this off? Could I really save me, Jeff and more importantly our families. Everything seemed to far off now. All I knew was I needed dark clothes and time to get ready for the sun.
See for so many years vampires looked for a way to go in the sun we found that our skin doesn’t burn if we wear dark clothes, like black or so, and we had to wear this stuff called sun-skin-lotion it was too block the sun off of us. This was the best we could do and well actually it worked, very well. So these people think that they can keep me here weren’t smart because I could just run home and find my parents and Jeff’s and have them help me find Jeff.
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exams results
hola todos, it means hello everyone, yeah i know that cause well i Aced MY SPANISH EXAM yay me!!! but i also passed with flying colors my world cultures and history exam!! and my band umm not so much you can say a quote from a friend, "i failed with flying colors" hehehe : ) she is funny... anyways
A HALF OF DAY LEFT THAT IS IT AND I AM OUT OF SCHOOL AND SUMMER HERE I COME!!!!!!!!
i also heard from friends, that have already taken the final in my math class that it is super easy so i am super happy!!!!! i just can't understand this though it is the end of the year.... wow, that is weird (pause, while i stare into space) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
ok so i was looking at pictures i drew on paint and there is one that has a real emo stupid funny( well i think) quote to it. here is goes drops of go into a pool of broken dreams and hearts... yeahhh, okay then
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
this is a super duper uper long entry
nothing really happened today so all i have to say is
1 AND A FREAKING HALF DAY LEFT OF SCHOOL AND I AM FREE FOR SUMMER!!!
i am happy, : D
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Monday, June 11, 2007
time to show what you are made of
so i am really bored, and i got to study for the words i didn't get on my Spanish exam so i don't want to do that so i am writing this instead listening to Wonderwall cause well it is an amazing song... so there are 2 and A HALF OF DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL yeah buddy!! i can't wait!! and to the right is a picture i took a long time ago and i just downloaded it and i really liked it so i thought mmm.... let's make this a pretty blog post so i am showing you all a pretty rose, haha that is funny cause there is a girl in my school named rose, hehe, yeah anyways
my day was kind of lame, first block took my exam, well half of it, then second block i play math bingo? it is hard! and i was gone for 20 minutes cleaning my locker yeah for 20 minutes 15 minutes of that was me talking to friends, then third block looked for answers for old test so i can study off them, and in band we played for a bit then picked lockers and then did nothing else so i talked with friends for about 45 minutes or more and yeah that was my day... it was a blow off day like no other.... i don't want to take anymore exams! but it has to be done. so this is my cool blog of the day so i hopeded you enjoyed this and yes i am well aware of the hopeded i am weird and that is what i wanted to put so HA!
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
i like pizza
ok i still can't grasp the fact i have only three and a half more days left of school, three full days and i little half one, that makes me really happy!
but i was sad cause no one really was to corncered about how i did in my horse show, i mean why should they i don't care... : ( just they are my friends and all and not one of them said how did you do? or anything (ink you do not count cause you sort of asked) so it kind of bumped me out... but my papi brought home amazing pizza so yeah i ate that in two seconds, but yet again i am bored... and i have to study spanish but quite frankly i don't want to! but since i have my final tomorrow i should so i have to go soon and study for that not that i want to or anything.
i just want to do something fun but there is nothing to do cause everyone in this house isn't interested in doing something or anything.... i can't wait for summer THREE AND A HALF DAYS!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!! then a whole week without me best friend : ( but i get to go to a party : )
anyways grad. was boring and stupid boy that sits two seats away from me was laughing at me cause i pinched myself with a clip that was in my hair and another kid that sits in the same row freaked at him... oh and someone passed out.... yup that was the excitement at grad.
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chapter 2 for full moon
Chapter 2 – Lazy Day
My Sunday was just me and my dad watching TV. Both our new lives would be starting tomorrow. It was a tradition for me and him to do nothing the day before we started our new lives. That made me upset when heard a knock at the door. I thought it was Elliot again. So when my dad called me didn’t get it. There was a tall man standing with my dad and I realized it was the man who sold us the car. Then a younger version of him was in the doorway. The kid wasn’t that bad to look at and I knew he was thinking the same thing about me.
“So you must be Jessica.” The older man’s voice boomed in the house. I just smiled.
“Well Kevin I thought that she would like to know someone from school.” He said.
“That’s very kind. Jess this is my old friend Max. Sorry I don’t know your son’s name.”
“Mat (change his name).” He answered himself and kept looking at me the whole time. I didn’t like it, it freaked me out. It’s like he was checking out what was for dinner.
“Hi, I’m Jess.” I said quietly not enjoying his eyes on me. He walked closer and I wanted to step back but I didn’t. It became a little more comfortable now but still weird. We all walked into the kitchen. Mat sat across from me, and then it got uncomfortable again. The reason he made me so uncomfortable was because he had a really instance stare. Mat himself was just had that creepy vibe from him, it was weird I just knew I wouldn’t like him and that he really scared me out. “So what classes do you have?” He asked still staring at me.
“Um, Spanish, English, Physical Science, Math, and band.” I listed. It was a weird block schedule for me since I was use to either 4 blocks or 7 hours, not 6 including lunch.
“I got Spanish and Math with you.” Mat replied. Fun, fun not.
“We probably got the same lunch, too. So what do you play in band?” He asked.
“I play the saxophone.” I said quietly still feeling around him. Then it got quiet between us and our dad’s.
“Well his mom is waiting we better head out. Nice talking to you though.” Mat’s dad said breaking the silence. I waved good-bye and they were out the door. I sighed loudly.
“What?” My dad asked.
“I thought he was going to eat me for awhile.” I said cracking a smile. My dad laughed loudly. We laughed for awhile about this not able to stop. I was happy I made him laugh; I haven’t done that for a really long time. We stopped and made dinner together. All my worries were long for a long time but everything has to end sooner or later. At least that is what I thought. At dinner Dad reminded me of tomorrow. Along with Mat, ek. When we were done eating I took my shower and went to bed not wanting to go to school.
I woke up at 6:00; I hurried to get ready so I could get to school early. Not to mention I had to follow Elliot to school. I got dressed, I was really classy were jeans and a zip-up. I ran upstairs knowing my dad was already gone, I combed my hair, brushed my teeth then ran upstairs. I pretty much hated running downstairs, so I took my time. I got a small breakfast, took some money, and got outside just as Elliot pulled in. I waved not wanting to I followed her to school. The school was about 10 minutes from my house and I had to walk with Elliot to the office.
Most of the classes you could walk outside to each class but some you had to walk inside for, I didn’t mind either way. When I got there so early only teachers and a few of the students’ cars were in the parking-lot. I walked around looking for all my classes when I saw Mat. I looked for somewhere to hide from his hungry eyes. Too late he had already found me.
“Hey Jessica!” He called out. I gave a weird smile and groaned.
“Please call me Jess.” I said.
“Okay. So you found your classes yet?” He asked. I just nodded looking for an escape from him. The school started filling up with everyone staring at me as they walked. Mat stayed by my side the whole time.
“Let’s go to Spanish.” Mat said but I could hardly hear him. The boy I almost ran over was standing, well leaning on a tree with the some of the other people he was with the day I almost ran over him. I couldn’t help but stare at him then he looked back but Mat grabbed me before he knew I was staring at him. Maybe Mat wasn’t that bad. Plus the fact my CD player was on I could barely hear what Mat said. We headed towards Spanish.
When I got to Spanish, I told the teacher who I was and unfortunately he asked me to go in the front and tell everyone who I was and a little bit about myself. I done this millions of times it was no big deal but I hated doing it anyways.
“Hi, I’m Jess. I move a lot. And I like soccer.” I said rapping it up quickly – I didn’t have anything else to say. No one here needed to know I hated this place, or my mom died, none of it was there business. I walked to the seat where the teacher had pointed to me which was n the back and was sitting next to a blond, blue eyed girl.
“Hola! Como estan?” she asked me struggling. “I’m not the best at Spanish.” She added. I smiled at her.
“Estoy, asi asi.” I replied. Actually I wasn’t okay; I was very mal, mad. She smiled back.
“I’m Vicky.” She said. She was a girl that dressed really like not my style. She was seemed like the kind of girl that would always listen to her parents. She was the girl that seemed she was the one person that would like anyone she meets. I don’t want to say she seemed like a prep girl that talked really proper and was known for having a boyfriend and just a boyfriend, they held hands, kissed maybe during school but that was all.
“I’m Jess.” As time went on I found her to be more down to earth kind of girl. She was someone you would always like to talk to about anything. We talked about what classes I had and she had English and Band with me. Along with lunch. Yes! Now I was free from Freaky Matty. Then when we had to have partners she offered to be mine. I know that this must have been really hard for her because who really wants to become the new girl’s friend? She kind of reminded me of Mandy, besides the clothing, it was just the way it was easy to talk to her. Which I was planning to call her at lunch. I was still planning on it. My new friend was very up beat which also became very annoying. We all have some flaws right? I could live with her but then she started obsessing over this guy at school that I didn’t know who it was. She kept talking about him during Spanish.
“Sorry. Yes, we got English next. I really like the teacher.” Vicky said.
“You mean Elliot. I don’t like her.” I said quietly.
“Yeah you know her.” Vicky said without asking about the second part which didn’t bother me at all.
“Yeah.” It was all I said. She took my by the arm and locked her arm around mine. I took a head-phone off so I could hear her. Then I saw the guy again this time I blushed. Vicky saw me blushed and asked who the guy was but I didn’t say anything. Then we got to English. Even through Elliot already knew me I asked her where I’d be sitting. She was okay since she didn’t make me go in front of the class. We worked on a little bit of stuff that I already knew. Everyone in the class would stare at me at some time or another. It was really annoying I thought that they really need to get lives and I was ready to yell it at them. I always had to deal with people staring at me but this time it was I don’t know it was just weird.
Her class went by pretty fast, next I had Physical Science. I wasn’t looking forward to that. I wasn’t looking forward to that. I had no friends; well I didn’t know any one in that class. I walked with Vicky, her class was next to mine and she dropped me off at Physical Science. I did what I had to do tell the teacher, she pointed me out a seat and class started. I was at the end of the table sitting next to a really nerdy kid that seemed to have social problems and hygiene problems at that. There was another girl that sat on the other side of the nerdy kid and she leaned back in her chair and started talking to me.
“Hey, I’m Charlotte, call me Char though. It’s a lot easier to remember. So you like it here.” She asked. She was short but average for our age then she had short light brown hair with blue strikes in it. Her eyes didn’t fit her, they were light green and big.
“It’s okay.” I lied.
“I get it. You miss your real home.” She said. We understood each other in minutes. She was easy to talk to. She was more like me then Vicky was and she had that attitude of that I can kick butt if I have to and if I don’t I will.
“So, seen any guys?” She asked me. I looked down blushing. “I get it. Mmm.” She said like wanting to say something more.
“What?” I asked.
“Your eyes. They’re truly one of a kind. I can’t tell if you hate me or not. They are very claming and inviting.” She said. I didn’t know how to answer. Saved by the bell.
“Lunch?” She asked.
“Yeah.”
“Come on.” I didn’t have time to wait for Vicky but to be honest I felt better with Char, she was easier to talk to and like I said she was more like me.
“So Jess am I right. Jess?” I nodded. She went on while we waited in the line for lunch. “You want to eat with me? My friends don’t mind.” She said. Then before I could answer Vicky showed up.
“Hola Char!” These two were friends, wow that was a shocker. Vicky was prep and Char was a punk. They were really weird friends but I have seen weirder and I wasn’t bothered by them as long as they like each other it was fine with me.
“Hola Jess.” She added. After that we got our lunches than I felt my phone go off. I walked outside talking so happy to get away from the noise. It was dad. When I got up from the table almost everyone’s eyes were on me and staring at me as I walked away.
“Yes, I’m fine. Yes Elliot is fine. Okay, I’ll make dinner good-bye.” I said walking back rolling my eyes to Char and Vicky that hadn’t stopped looking at me since I stood up. They laughed a little. We sat talking then something caught my eyes. It was him, again. He wasn’t looking at me but then like he sensed I was staring at him he looked up at me. I didn’t know why I kept staring at him. I just sensed that he would be a really nice guy.
Oh crap he saw me staring at him. Then my phone went off, I went back outside some people’s eyes were on me but there was only 1 pair of eyes I really cared about and they were following my every move. But I was thankful.
“Hello. What is the big news?” Mandy’s voice filled my ears.
“Dad, he moved me to stupid middle of no where. So are you having fun in France?”
“God NO! Stupid me, Spanish isn’t going to help here.” We laughed. It was good to hear her voice. It’s been a while since we’d last talked. Then I heard someone behind me. It was home again. I tried to listen to Mandy but all I could think about was him. He got a mad look on his face and his theists were clutched. One of his friends came out taking him away.
“Mandy, I got to go, class.” I said bye quickly. I ran to class in fear of being late. I wasn’t late. My teacher gave me a strange look. I did the same thing. I sat down where she pointed. Then he walked in. he saw me and he gave an evil look it was like I did something to him that I didn’t know I did. Then with him giving me that look just made me mad at him. Then mat sat next to me. All I could think of was oh my gosh! His hungry eyes staring me up and down. I was getting scared and moved away as far as possible.
“So did you like your classes?” he asked getting closer. Often licking his lips, just wetting them down or tasting what could be his next meal I had no idea. All I know was I was really freaked out.
“Yeah, they are okay so far.” Yeah I actually hate them as much as I hate every class I had to go to. I hate the people staring at me, watching, judging me. I added silently. Then the teacher saved me from farther conversation with the creepy boy. Then what I saw we were doing, it was super easy I’ve done it already and I knew it by heart. Then I was stuck with Freaky Mat staring at me all day, well all hour but it was really annoying anyways. Finally the never ending class ended, the guy that I watched or tried to watch during class ran out before I even could blink. I pretty much ran to band which was a small class. I have been in all types of bands, ones with more than 1 band class, one with more than a 100 people, but never have I been in a band class and there was like 50 people tops. Also with that the band teacher was out doing I have no idea doctor’s or something like that but I really didn’t care instead we watched a movie. In this class the girl from Spanish was in, her name was Vicky and she came over to me. I was grateful but I felt kind of strange, the boys were checking out the new girl, probably wondering if I was hot enough to date and all the girls watching me jealously with all the guys staring at me. It was very uncomfortable.
“It must be hard for you?” I said with a smile.
“Why?” She gave me a puzzled look.
I stifled a laugh, “Talking to the new girl and especially in band because well everyone already has groups. So you are taking a big risk talking to me.” She gave me a look of understanding.
“Trust me, I don’t care. You seem like a good enough kid and I think that I can trust you not to abandon me like I did my friends just for you.” She said kidding. I laughed a little and sat back and enjoyed the movie. I could tell that these bad kids was really like laid back and just wanted to have fun. It is really funny, but I found out that some of these seniors were serious. Thankfully the day ended. The day full of stares, glares, and people just ignoring me. I couldn’t wait just to get away from all the kids but I wouldn’t be able to be free from the hungry stare of Freaky Mat. He watched me walk out to my car, it was like he was expecting something to come out and attack me but nothing did. When I got home like on every first day I had I cried. It was hard accepting all the new faces, all the new people staring at me. All the people trying to show that I don’t exist. I was glad my dad was going to work late, this felt like longer cry than usual. It wasn’t unnatural for me to cry, I didn’t know if it was the same for other people that moved a lot but it was a thing for me. Then there was a knock at the door and I wiped my eyes and opened the door to Char’s face.
“Hey everything alright?” she asked knowing that I was crying earlier.
“Yeah, it’s nothing.” I lied.
She gave me a smile and handed me food. “My mom told me to bring this to you as a house warming gift. Enjoy! Bye!” Char said walking away. It was a plate-full of cookies; I took them to the kitchen and took of the hamburger meat, and decided it was a sloppy Joe night. I didn’t want to cook anything to fancy or complex, I just wanted to make something fast and go back and just do nothing. It turns out doing nothing just made me want to cry, there were so many different reasons I cried that night, my mom, Elliot, the town, and just things that changed my life forever. And one including the mystery boy I couldn’t get him out of my head. It was time for me to find out his name because I couldn’t call him mystery boy. I wondered why he hated everyone or why there table was so alone. Then I smelt something burning.
“Oh shi-” I jumped up turning the burner off and moving the sloppy “burnt” Joe mix. I sighed, well it’s done. I saw Buddy laying at my feet. My Bud, I gave him a half of my sloppy Joe I was suddenly not hungry and I felt alone. I went into my room, I put the TV on but I didn’t watch and Buddy laid next to my bed. I’ve felt alone before but not like this. I felt lie no one was there not even Bud, or my mom.
I fell asleep while thinking about things. Then I heard something and I woke up with a start. I quickly went back to sleep. Everything felt wet when I woke up. It turned out that it was my pillow and face that were wet. I had what I call “bad nights” and I would cry all night never knowing why. I usually forgot the dreams after I woke up. Most of the time I wouldn’t go to school but my dad wasn’t here to call me in sick. I got ready slowly this morning feeling actually sick. It was normal I guess you can say since all that salt that left with my tears and all night I pretty much felt sick anyways.
I got to school and met up with Char and Vicky. I looked sick and felt like it to. They saw my red eyes and I could tell Char was the kind of girl that just didn’t care what she said to people.
“Are you doing drugs?” She asked like it was a-matter-of-fact. I didn’t want to explain what was really wrong but I wouldn’t say I was doing drugs. To me drugs are just sick and just gross.
“No, but you got to understand that it isn’t like I am doing anything illegal but I don’t like talking about it. Just please leave it alone. You’ll just have to trust me on this one.” I explained never looking at them directly. That was the most I talked to them all day. I was both nervous and scared to go to Math, nervous because of mystery guy and scared thanks to Mat. Char told me to watch out for him, that he was a little messed up. I new that already, unfortunately. Class began and mystery boy didn’t show, to tell the truth I was bumped but since I couldn’t get Mat’s eyes me I knew it was time to talk to Mrs. Martin, the math teacher. After class I tried to speak with her.
“Mrs. Martin, I can’t see from the back could you possibly move me closer to the board?” I lied, I could see just fine. I just hate Mat’s staring eyes at me. That was all sad for the rest of that whole day. From my lack of eating (aka I missed breakfast, and didn’t eat lunch) I felt really dizzy while driving home but I got through it. Finally I was home free. But tonight I’d be alone once again.
so that is chapter 2, mmm... lalalalala!! i am bored! but that is okay cause i have to leave soon to go to a grad. i don't want to go to and play for millions of hours and have my mouth die!! ouchie! but it has to be done... : (
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i scream you scream....
ok i am back from my horse show pretty early too, but the next one i am sleeping there for two night and i will be there for three days... thank god it will be in a couple more weekends i don't think i could stand going two weekends in a row, plus my (one of many) best friends b-day party is that weekend and nothing is going to stop me from going she would kill me if i didn't show... anywho
i just thought about this. okay my oldest brother is 30ish (half-bro. wow that is a big age difference there) anyway umm he is married and he and my sis-in-law are having a baby due in AUG. with me! : ) too bad though they live far away like across this country far away and i won't be able to see my niece Julie (i really don't like this name cause it reminds me of Wedding Singer and if anyone who has seen that understands) well my bros mom is having a baby shower for her tomorrow, i am not going for many reasons, and she isn't going to be there so it will be people i don't know and probably don't like there and i will just die. so my mom is pissed cause why have one if the person having the baby isn't there.... so not only that but i have to go grad. for my school and play plus i had a horse show that day too but i can't go cause of grad. (if i don't go to grad then i have to write a 3 page paper, i am not sure but i might have posted something about the 5 page paper i had to write that took me FOEVER!!!) anyways i want your opinion stupid or not?
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Friday, June 8, 2007
horse show morning!!
wow i can't believe i haven't put this poem up yet it is my favorite because well it was for my grandpa, he died a couple years back... and i wrote this awhile after he passed.
to kind for words
to nice for this world
he came then with a blink of an eye he was gone
he was always there
i never realized that
but when i did it was to late
my words went unspoken
me heart never fully healed
my tears never really dried
im sad but happy all the time i never thought about this to hard
for tears would come down my face
i miss him now
like i have never missed him before
but i know he is still here
he is around me and my family
he watches from above
that picture above is my baby boy Riley if you look hard enough it looks like he is smiling
ok so i have a new quote... "i don't have dreams, i have fantasys, and my reality are fantasys." that quote was written at like 10 o clock last night and now it is 5 47 AM and i went to bed at freaking 12 00 last night!!! yeah well i am tired and i just want to go to sleep. i will miss talking to everyone... it makes me sad i can't talk to anyone all day pretty much but i will get back to you as soon as i can!!! i promise i have to go get ready now
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chapter 2
ok so back with more demand, sneeze ink, anywho cause she is like only person that reads this but i am okay with that so i am going to present you all with the second chapter of Elerson's Whisper, read the preivous one if you don't understand... anywho here it is
Chapter 2
It would be 6 years before Elerson would see Le’Bennie again. Elerson had grown in many ways. Her hair was wavy and long it went down in the middle of her back and she was about 5ft and 11 inches now and her eyes that were once shining with happiness turned dark and hidden her feelings. Alan, her step-brother, taught her how to fight just like Le’Bennie said. She favored the arrows but was going to learn how to fight with everything. Elerson was still learning how to write and read but spent most of her time day sitting with her mother. Every night where Elerson went to sleep she saw the man’s face that killed her mother. Her mother’s grave was covered with flowers everyday it seemed as a new flower pooped up. “Elerson! Get up! Are we going to work out? Mom said we are going into town today.” Alan said in Elerson’s doorway. “Alright.” Elerson said grumpy, she wasn’t sleeping very well since her mother died she dreamed about that moment everyday. They usually ran first then fought with sticks and not swords in account of hurting each other; with sticks they hurt each other too but not as much. Then they practiced aiming. By when they are done all Elerson wants to sit with her mother.
After training Elerson had to call it a day because they were going to town. Elerson disliked going, everyone there had regular eyes but she was the only one with purple eyes, people would stare at her for not wearing a dress which all the other girls did. And she wasn’t as proper and she only knew two people in the village she didn’t live with which was her best friends, Megan, which she was a mistreated elf. Megan’s parents (real) disappeared and Megan was treated without respect and lived with a horrible family. The other person she knew was Alan’s girlfriend, but Elerson hated her. Her name was Corin she was really stuck up and rude to everyone below her.
Walking into town a young, looked about 15 years old with long blond hair with some red, light red, hair that was straight, she was average for being 15 years old with big dark brown eyes, she also had pointed ears. When she reached them she bowed down and Elerson did the same. Elerson’s step-mother and Alan walked on. “Ellie!” The girl and greeted her with a big hug. “Megan.” Elerson said returning the hug. “It’s been to long.” Megan said. “It’s has been hasn’t it.” Elerson said with a smile. “Come on, we must talk. It’s been a whole season since I last seen you.” Megan said. It was summer, and the air was fresh. “Ellie.” Megan began to say then stopped. “What is it?” Elerson asked worried. “I saw the man’s face he is coming. I could see it.” Megan said quietly scared. Only Elerson knew about Megan’s foreseeing powers. All elves had that power, and other powers that she had developed yet. Elerson had gone cold her eyes turned hard. Knowing that look Megan began to talk before Elerson, “We have to leave.” Megan said taking Elerson’s arm. “Elerson!” Megan said a little loud. Megan saw how Elerson hands clutched into a theist. Megan pulled Elerson over into the edge of the forest so no one could hear them. “I have to stay; I’m going to kill him!” Elerson exclaimed. “Elerson, you and I can’t beat him. You’re not as strong as you may think. Elerson he isn’t like every other man he is a Leson. We can stay and fight but we would lose.” Megan said trying to reason with Elerson.
Leson’s were a dieing race but out of all other races they were third most feared. First were Belsons, second fully grown elves, and then Lesons. Lesons had more power then 50 men but they had the speed of a half grown elf. They weren’t the easiest to tell from a man; they look just like most men. There was two things that sat them apart from men they usually had yellow eyes, it was rare for one not to and an odd thing they sometimes had a birthmark of a triangle; it is small but almost impossible to find it.
Elerson stared at nothing and yet looked deep in thought. “Elerson.” Megan’s voice faded when Elerson heard another voice in her head. “Elerson.” The voice echoed in her head. The voice was soft and caring; it was wise and made Elerson feel safe. “Come to me.” The voice said. Elerson began to head back home and took Megan with her. Elerson knew she couldn’t leave Megan there to live life like she was and let the Leson make her tell him what she knew about Elerson. “Elerson where are we going?! Elerson you’re going to get in trouble.” Megan said trying to pull away. Elerson didn’t answer her but still walked on holding onto Megan.
Megan didn’t have parents, she had owners. Years back when Megan was two, her real parents were killed and men came across Megan and took her in. When she was old enough, 4 years old, she was sold to the family she lives with now. The family treated Megan really bad and she wasn’t allowed to leave the village or she would be beaten. Once when Elerson was 9 years old and came to town with her mother she ran into her they were friends just like that. Megan had always dreamed of living with her people, but she never tried to leave the village. Megan dreamed to leave as soon as she was old enough to use magic just to scare her family.
Megan got nervous when they walked on the path to Elerson’s house. “I want to go back.” Megan said. “We’re ever going back.” Elerson said sadly. Megan said nothing else. When they got the forest where Elerson use to run into so anxiously when she was younger, Megan knew that something was going to happen. “Elerson is it safe in there?” Megan asked. Then Elerson knew where she was going and why. She had dreamed of this day when she was younger then her dreams turned into nothing. “She is calling me, finally.” Elerson said sounding like she did 5 years ago. “Who?” Megan asked but then she saw her answer. “Elerson that’s a unicorn. Two at that.” Megan said under her breath. “Well, of all races. I thought you would know!” One said in her mind that echoed through all there minds. “Alanergon! She is not of other elves leave her be. Sorry, Sonya, he means well.” Le’Bennie said. “Who is Sonya?” Elerson and Megan asked at the same time. Le’Bennie laughed at little and pointed her long horn at Megan. “It is you.” Le’Bennie said. “My name is Megan, not Sonya.” She said. “No that is your human name. Now no more talk from you two. I must explain.” Le’Bennie said firmly.
“First there are some things I cannot tell you, so don’t ask. There are many dangers that await you but you most come through. Sonya you may not have to go all the way with Elerson. Elerson your journey goes on after the elves. Elerson your journey is bigger than Sonya’s, yet Sonya yours is big to. Make no mistake about that. I leave you with this information, now go collect things you need, weapons, food, and some clothes, not to much we may be strong but we need to travel fast lighter weight will help. Hurry back the wind is changing, I can feel evil coming. If anything happens call us through your mind but be careful.” Le’Bennie said strongly. Le’Bennie knew that Sonya couldn’t stay in this village even though she knew Sonya would go anywhere with Elerson not fearing anything.
Elerson and Sonya ran back home. Sonya was lucky Elerson had two of almost everything. One set was her mothers and the others were Elerson for when she was older like now. Sonya took Elerson’s set knowing she would want her mothers. Sonya favored the swords but she wanted both instead of one but she would just live with the one for now. “Elerson, I’m scared, I feel an evil presences near.” Sonya whispered. Elerson didn’t answer. “Elerson this isn’t a joke. I really feel something evil out there.” Sonya said pulling Elerson around. She saw that Elerson had tears running down her face. “What is it?” Sonya asked quietly. “It’s that I have never left my mom. I’ve never been apart from her.” Elerson said looking hurt at her mother’s grave. “Elerson you will never be apart from her she is inside you. As long as you believe in her she will also be with you.” Sonya said hugging Elerson hoping it would cheer her up a bit. “Very, touching. I must say that is the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard before.” Someone said from the doorway. It was a man’s voice, it was deep and hollow. He laughed at his comment. “Besides, you are going to be far from your mother, soon enough.” He laughed. Elerson and Sonya looked up. Through her blurred vision Elerson saw a face that filled her nightmares.
Elerson stared at the face that haunted her for 5 years. She had dreamed about him, she saw him when she blinked she saw him everywhere. “Well, how great I thought it would bring back one prize. King Worrion will be happy about this. You and an elf, half grown at that.” The scared face man said. Sonya backed up to a wall, Elerson just stood where she was, and her blood went cold. “Is it is Sonya? Well men you get her she should be easy, leave Elerson for me.” The Leson said smiling. Sonya looked around for a way out. Elerson was confused how he knew there names but she didn’t want to worry about that right then. Next thing she saw was a sword coming at her. Elerson didn’t know how but she took her mother’s sword and blocked him. “Good, good.” He said as if this was a test. “You know hot to just a sword.” He said after that. But he wasn’t even looking at her but Sonya.
Elerson’s arm began to shake and lose all feelings; she couldn’t hold him back he was way to powerful. Sonya was trying to run but a man caught her. “Elerson! Help me!” Sonya called out. “Elerson help me please!” Sonya’s voice echoed. “Help her Elerson.” The man said mocking her. He loosened his hold on Elerson a little. “Le’Bennie! Help!” Elerson called through her mind. The Leson lifted his strong sword off of Elerson’s. She began to run to Sonya, but something was holding her back, the Leson had grabbed her and wouldn’t let go. He pulled her close to him so if she tried to move it would have been pointless. “Take her out. NOW!” The Leson commanded. “You two are going to have fun at your new home.” He laughed. Three men held Sonya, while may the Leson held Elerson.
Being dragged outside Sonya felt something grow inside her. She murmured, Aspen monea!” Then within second all the men fell to the ground besides the Leson. “Sonya! Run!” Elerson said shocked at what she saw. Sonya was breathing hard and she took her sword with strength she never knew she had. The Leson threw Elerson down and took out his sword. When Sonya and the Leson fought and hit swords and both of them flew back they hit with the same force. Sonya face was emotionless and the Leson’s was broke into a smile. “Elerson run!” Sonya said her voice though was different it sounded if as she was an adult. “Bougt stie!” Sonya yelled suddenly it was bright to bright Elerson couldn’t see. Someone grabbed her and started running. They ran into the forest and the light began to fade. “Elerson, I’m scared, what happened?” Sonya said. “I don’t know but we have to go!” Elerson said and looking back one last time at her home and ran away.
When they reached the unicorns they explained quickly then the unicorns told them to get on them, fast. “But, how did I do that. I don’t feel that power from before. But when I felt it like I was whole. I felt completely different.” Sonya said to Elerson. “Elerson, Sonya talk through your minds there are many creatures in this forest that would give anything to be protected from the king and would tell him where you are. It is bad enough you smell of humans.” Le’Bennie said through her mind. Holding on tight Elerson answered quickly through her mind, “Okay.” No more was said Elerson and Sonya worried about not falling off and the new journey they were going into so blindly. There legs were tight around there bodies while here hands were tightly holding there long manes. “Elerson, I never felt so scared.” Sonya said through her mind and found it was easy. Elerson didn’t answer she just stared at the new parts of the forest she have never seen before.
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