Monday, July 16, 2007

how does everything work?

so anyways i was at the horse show, for like 4 days. it was fun and all, very hot. it was just i felt like my friend that i love very much, it was like she didn't know i was there, i don't know she has her 4-H friends too but i am her friend it doesn't mean let's totally forget about becca or something. i don't know it just made me feel a little sad. : (

i got two A ratings and 2 B ratings, Charlie was being a little poo the last day so that didn't go so well. oh did i mention i was the ONLY yes i did say ONLY person in my class, so everyone in the crowd was watching me, the judge was watching me so if i messed up she would know. scary right! anywho, it wasn't a bad week it was just i was so very tired. first night stormed, aka i was in a tent, next night bugs invaded our tent, i thought i killed the same one over and over and over again. it was sad. then the last night was fine. but when i got home and slept there i slept in until 2 cause the lack of sleep! anways....

lets see i had a birthday party i had to go to. which was kind of horrible, but i got to see harry potter two times in a row. i went with my family one night then the next night i went when friends. talk about fun it was a great movie. maybe i will read the books i haven't decided yet. anyways i am reading the third book to the Gatekeepers so yeahhh. anywho that is my fun little story since i haven't been on. oh yeah i have been looking like no other for a black saddle so that is why i haven't gotten to this yet. well bye until later

19 comments:

Ink said...

What friend are you talking about? Are you okay?

Well, you did a great job anyways!!!!!!!! Even though he was being a poop, you still did great!!

Oooh! Tell me how it goes mkay?

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

i am okay, it may have been cause i was with another 4-H group so i wasn't over by them i was some where else. it is okay we are okay. i was just sad that is all. and thank you!

Ink said...

Well, I'm glad that everything is okay!

XxInk

Ink said...

Beeeecca!!! Please e-mail me soon! I need more support!
I'm breaking down little by little!

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

i did, what happened?

and yeah i am glad it is okay too.

Ink said...

Nothing really happened... I'm just having a mental break down, as well as a wake up call.

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

i know i am very proud of you, how did it happen?

Ink said...

The wake up call? I don't really know. I was just thinking about him and what he's been doing to me and I just decided that I'm really just fed up with it.

GTG my computer is going to lock up any second...

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

well either way. i am glad the wake up call happened. i thought that i should just give up on the guy i like and you know a girl that i thought liked him could have him if she wanted him but now i realize that i never gave myself a chance and i have to do that before i give up on something that i didn't even try. : ) but you can't take my advice cause that boy Brandon isn't right for you

Ink said...

Keep trying with your dude! All your hope isn't totally lost like mine is.

I sort of know he isn't. But that doesn't mean that he can't be my friend. I'm glad that the wake up call happened too!
: D

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

yeah i know what you mean. about being his friend i will allow that
; )and i know that now

Ink said...

Good.
Well, thank you for allowing that!
; D

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

you are welcome : D

Ink said...

: D

XxInk

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Ink said...

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