*granding teeth*

I WANT TO SCREAM!!
i finally get the balls, not really, to ask Chris and you know what

my sister was at band and i was at the horse team she tells me the other girl that likes him well call her Evilgal, called him and my friend that was telling me to ask him before her was telling her to ask him! i am not so much mad about the fact that she asked him but the fact my friend was kind of betraying me, anyways my sister said that Evilgal didn't get a real answer

either way i am so upset right now
i was going to do it too.

now it doesn't matter, nothing does... i might as well go climb in a hole and stay there for the rest of my life... it doesn't matter anymore. i had my chance and i BLEW it like no other! actually i didn't because i didn't call him since he has been gone for three days but still

i feel sad, mad, and worse of all betrayed...

sorry i know i am a drama queen anyways now i have to go put a brave face on and make dinner yeppie!