wow i can't believe i haven't put this poem up yet it is my favorite because well it was for my grandpa, he died a couple years back... and i wrote this awhile after he passed.
to kind for words
to nice for this world
he came then with a blink of an eye he was gone
he was always there
i never realized that
but when i did it was to late
my words went unspoken
me heart never fully healed
my tears never really dried
im sad but happy all the time i never thought about this to hard
for tears would come down my face
i miss him now
like i have never missed him before
but i know he is still here
he is around me and my family
he watches from above
that picture above is my baby boy Riley if you look hard enough it looks like he is smiling
ok so i have a new quote... "i don't have dreams, i have fantasys, and my reality are fantasys." that quote was written at like 10 o clock last night and now it is 5 47 AM and i went to bed at freaking 12 00 last night!!! yeah well i am tired and i just want to go to sleep. i will miss talking to everyone... it makes me sad i can't talk to anyone all day pretty much but i will get back to you as soon as i can!!! i promise i have to go get ready now
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Awww... that made me think of my great grandpa!! I miss him SO MUCH.
Ooo!! I like our baby!! It does look like he's smiling a little!
I have my baby kitty!! He's SO CUTE!! And only about three months old!!
How do you do that? I LOVE that little thinger too!!! I couldn't do that. I'd come up with something like "May the force be with you" which is taken...
I HOPE IT GOES WELL!!!!!
Can't wait to talk to you again!!
I'm going to a grad party... oh, like right now... dang it!!
ttyl!!!!
XxInk
thanks my whole family has a copy im pretty sure, they all loved it too.
and i know i love him so much, once i had a dream that he died i serious, no joke here, woke up crying... it was sad i don't think i can stand to lose him. and i know i had a baby kitten that was like 3 weeks and it was the cutest thing ever! and i know how cute your little guy must be
it did i got A ratings in all my classes (max of 2 by the way) : )
and i really don't know how i think of them, that one i was hugging my dog the one in the picture and i just thought of it... i have another one i don't think i ever put it up here. it is
"never make a trail you can follow back if you are never coming back." and that is funny the may the force be with you... i really never thought that they were that great cause my friends are just like, oh that is nice
I would be totally crying too! I couldn't stand to lose little Wade!!
He is SO CUTE. He's orange and striped a little bit, and a fat little spaz!
YAY!!! You got A's!!!! That rhymed... weirdness.
I like that one too! Jeez, how do you come up with these things? Really? I like them and don't think that they're all blah at all.
GTG my dad's calling me.
XxInk
oh sounds cute kinda like my cat (well one of three) i really don't know just thought of it actually i thought of Elerson's name in the middle of the night before i went to bed... they just kind of comes to me
well they like the never follow back one, k. the crazy gal said i should name a book called that : ) (like i said the crazy one)
He's so sweet!! I love my kitty!!
Things like that just come to you all the time don't they? Wow. I just can't do that.
So the crazy chick told you to name a book something and you did? Which one?
XxInk
no i didn't she wanted me to name it never make a trail back if you are never coming back... and i just stared at her like what are you talking about i wouldn't do that! it is a quote and way to long for a title! i don't know about her
i felt bad yesterday cause my friend at the show wanted me to stay so she could talk to someone i think but i couldn't but the next show which is in like 2 more weekends so my next two weekends are booked! grrr.... anywho i might have to stay over for like the whole weekend it means i can ride more but it also means that i won't be home to talk to you : ( but that is in a long time so well worry about that later
It would be a cool title if it wasn't so long!! I'm not so sure about her either judging from what you've told me...
Awww!! You're going to be gone soon?
: ( I'll be a little sad but also hoping that it all goes well for ya!!
XxInk
well not for sometime i mean we got like two weeks but it will be for a whole weekend! how will i survive?!
: o
I don't know!!! How will I??!!
XxInk
i don't know either we just don't have to worry about it until it happens :(
I'm forgetting about it as I type...
XxInk
forgetting what (i've already forgotten)
Huh?(me too)
XxInk
exactly : D
..... *looks all like 'what?'* ; )
hehehe : )
???
i don't know i just thought our not knowing what we were talking about but really knowing what funny : D try to figure out what i just said it will take sometime
I knew that. : D I was just trying to remember what we were talking about before...
XxInk
im so confused right now, my brain hurts... ouchie......
Mph...
hahaha
Another question!
What's your fav fruit?
XxInk
apples or grapes, okay your turn what do you like?
Strawberry's and watermelon.
Mmmm...
XxInk
those are pretty yummy i must say but i love grapes can't get enough of them, ok what is your favorite vegetable?
Carrots. I just really like carrots.
What about you?
XxInk
carrots, tomatoes, onions, yeah that is about it but i really do love carrots they are really yummy and so are tomatoes
I like tomato's too. But only on something. I can't eat them straight up.
Okay, another question! What's your fav romance movie?
XxInk
i most def. can eat them straight up onions not so much
and moulin rouge, what about you?
I can't do that. You know that dude I told you about that's in Mexico?
Well, he once ate a half a peeled cucumber straight up.
I just can't do that stuff.
I LOVE Titanic!!
Okay, what action movie then?
Or at least one of them.
XxInk
ewww, that is really gross, omgosh and my friends think i am weird, eww that is yucky
let's see, does Lord of the Rings count, if not, the Island.
what about you?
It was. But he made it funny, he was being hilarious like he always is so it sort of distracted from the grossness of it all.
LOTR counts! I love those, but I watch action a lot so... there's probably about a million more!
XxInk
yeah same here i love LOTR with a passion! i like action movies but i love pretty much any movie, besides i was watching a midnight summer dream then i am just like no i can't watch this cause i have to think to much so i changed it to she is the man ( love that movie)
and that sounds really funny, i wish i had talked to the guy i liked, and now i won't see him probably until band camp : (
I haven't seen She's the Man.
Is it any good?
I think that you will before that! If you do then talk to him! Don't be sad!
XxInk
omgosh, that is an amazing movie! i love it, she's the man is really funny i think you'd like it : )
and i am okay, if i see him i will talk to him or try, try very hard to talk to him
My mom is weird about movies too. She has to get reviews on them before she'll let me watch them.
But I really want to see it! I'll try to soon!
Good. Trying is better then nothing!
: D
XxInk
you know that whole your mom has to check it out before you see it isn't strange to me cause i have friends that there parents do that too, i personally think it is stupid, but i know they are trying to look out for you but when the movie is like rated pg-13 it is seriously ok, there is nothing bad in that movie, i mean there is one part that is really gross but it isn't like showing anything gross
yeah that is what i hear and actually say myself
I know, but still I'm not thinking that she'll let me...
XxInk
why not?
She's weird like that.
XxInk
oh well that sucks it was really good movie.
It sounds really good.
XxInk
it is : (
Dang it!
XxInk
i mean it is a really really crappy movie you wouldn't want to watch it
Oh, *winks* right. I totally wouldn't want to watch it.
XxInk
exactly, and if you ever go over to a friends house, you most def. don't *wink* want them to rent it or if they have it watch it
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