*sigh*

lets see, today was like blah, all i wanted to do was come home and have it be the weekend but that just isn't going to happen, and i still have no idea what i am going to do i'm thinking it is to late to do the horse show cause well it is on Saturday i still need to get clothes for it and we don't have a ride there, like a horse trailer, i think that we should just wait. then that way we don't have to rush. anyways i wrote two blogs so read both for whoever reads these, : ( i got a test i don't want to do. so anyways i am going to go for now.

So simple, love
Eating away at your heart

You know there is something better
You know that whatever he does he loves you
You make yourself hold it in
Repeating to yourself, I know he loves me

He comes home drunk
It is horribly obvious in his breath
The way he walks
His bloodshot eyes hungry for revenge
He yells, “It’s your fault”

He beats you
I know he loves me
I know he loves me
He doesn’t want to hurt me
He doesn’t want to hurt me
It’s the beer
It’s the beer
“It’s your fault!” Screaming as a hand comes down
Punching doesn’t hurt as long as you tell yourself he loves you

You call into work saying you’re sick
You just can’t show your face
Another black eye
He comes home during the day
“Where the hell is the money?”
Drinking again

You have lost all friends
Your boyfriend has blocked you from speaking with your family
You need to face the truth
You’re alone
He doesn’t love you
He needs something to beat ‘cause he is hurt

No longer does he live, love, feel
He isn’t drunk anymore
He is still beating you
How much longer can you lie to yourself?
It’s time to decide, leave or die?
Because in the end he come back drunk and sick
He beat you so hard, and he accidentally kills you

i don't know i was really into face down which i may add is an amazing song and i really love it so i wrote this little poem thing so what do you all think?