Monday, September 17, 2007

days are endless

so the guy i like,
well i have known there were other girls that liked him
but none of them were going to do anything
so i was thinking this girl that is sort of a friend
that she liked him for awhile she didn't
now she does, and she actually talks with him
and i mean i might actually have a chance with his kid if i talked to him
but that doesn't matter anymore
getting down to the point she is asking him to homecoming

i don't know what to say now,
what is there to say when you are totally numb
or just trying to make yourself feel numb,
NUMB it is a word that doesn't mean much
as a feeling it is like you just given up caring even
though your mind or heart, i am not sure yet
is telling you to care, to cry, to feel again

12 comments:

Ink said...

I'm going to sound really mean to everyone reading this but....
Take that little fill-in-the-blank down. Ask this dude tomorrow. Look totally amazing, then walk up to him with unmistakable confidence.
And come right out and ask him to the dance. But don't be rude or anything. Be yourself.
I'm sure that you can do it if your mind is set on it.

You totally have a chance to be with him.
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise .

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

lol, i am not going to do that because one: i have barely talked to the kid, two: i still have to tell you that part in the e-mail thirdly: i would choke, literally on my on words... but i wish i could

turnabout said...

OMG that's so terrible! i agree with ink! just ask him, what do you have to lose? so he knows you kind of like him, is that really so bad? i'll answer that one; NO it's not! i know you don't think you can do it but i KNOW you CAN!

good luck! (even though you so dont need it)

kitkat

Ink said...

I think you can do it!
Just try for me okay?

XxInk

Just another face in the crowd said...

Thanks Becca! :D

I think you should just be around him more, become friends with him. And if you feel the vibe that he might like you, then ask him. ^_^

becca[you dazzle me] said...

Kat first off thanks and yeah i know i should try but i barely know the kid and i don't want to freak him out!

becca[you dazzle me] said...

ink, why are you making this so hard for me! you know i want to ask him but like i said to kat i don't want to freak him out, i really was thinking that i could try to talk to him so more and see if he wanted to come to the dance with my group but i didn't want to be like hey i know we barely talk but i was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance, and have it be weird more later, everything i said don't take it the wrong way... i am not mad at you

becca[you dazzle me] said...

and thanks another face in the crowd, that is what i wanted to do but if the girl that is going to ask him is going to do it soon it won't matter

turnabout said...

*giggle* i'm sorry, really, it's just that for like half a second you sounded exactly like my friend. she's like THE shyest person on the face of this earth. well not so much shy, just afraid of people she doesnt know or that she likes. today she was totally awsome though!

i've been teasing her about this sevy (who brother's a totally hot freshman (although he's pretty hot himself))being taller than her so today she just walks up to him and, while we're 'torturing' her (teasing her really), just goes 'how tall are you?' (that's me paraphrasing just a bit but it sounded a lot like that) he got all confused and embaressed *giggle*
it was awsome!

i've never seen her like that, i probably never will again, but for just like 2 minutes she just put every other thought out of her head and just said what she needed to.

i understand that that is no where near as awkward as this could be if you ask, but it was totally uncharacteristic of her and she did it anyways! *sighs happliy* sorry, i was really proud of her.

good luck! i know it'll all work out. sometimes i just know these things.

kitkat

Just another face in the crowd said...

No, I think it will matter, he will feel much more comfortable around you if he knows you more. But I do understand what you're saying, and that is also true.

Ink said...

That sounds like a good idea! I think it would be less awkward if you asked him to come with your group.
So what are you going to do then?

XxInk

becca[you dazzle me] said...

this is for everyone it doesn't matter anymore! the evilgal already asked him and all HOPE IS LOST!!! : ( i am so upset right now...